Tuesday, July 24, 2007 @ 7:51 AM

it has been a long long long day. and i have just finished watching 换换爱ep8. urghhhh.. this show reminds me of me. not the ending thou.

nice features with a bad attitude. then what's the point?

i didn study at all tonight. didn even tried to. shall try to study tmr. came home ard 6.50pm and changed out of my uniform and went JOGGING with di after much persuation. LIKE URGH! damm gross and disgusting!! i really hate/dread/detest/protest running. eh, at least i jogged 800m but i ran back into the house cause dinner's almost ready at 7.10pm. di was fumming at how LITTLE we acheived. to me, jogging 100m would be a GREAT ACHEIVEMENT! LOLS! i finally jogged, its been ages since i ran. the last time was 2.4km during P.E! and count the days, that was almost 90 days ago.

oh well, its 27 days or isn 29 days to PRELIM! im speechless. am i suppose to rejoice or am i suppose to wallow in self-pity? or am i just suppose to give that laid back attitude i did for mid year and then filled with resentment when the results were released?. nah-ah, im going to do well this time. prelims means alot to me. it does, really, just that no one understands why.

chem test today was relatively easy. STFU! if you cant even teach the class, and much less control the class. who are you say i didn study for my test?, when i obviously answered each and every question. i simply just asked you if ions were the answer you were looking for. i didn asked you to JUDGE just by one question if i did study for your dumb test, and i do know i had made that mistake, or why would i have bothered asking you. and so after teaching for so many yrs, yet you forgot to add step3)add distilled water to the glass pieces and step 4)press the glass pieces between filter paper to dry which i both had clearly written in my paper but you had to wait for a student to remind you. how great?! so now, is it me who did not study or you who do not know your facts well? sometimes, i don think i can tolerate all your sympathetic acts and feign ignorance anm. you know, i hate chemistry so much, it is all because of you, you and you. and yes, i had decided to stop and have stopped hating chem cos of you, after all the O's results are mine. not yours.

and hell, i don want to change clsrm with 4B. i strongly object. i love our notice boards. and the sun ray and the kiddy tables and chairs. and i love where we are now. it wont be the same. everything will never be the same.

it's 11.55pm, shall turn in now to catch up with what i was deprived of last night.

i couldn sleep till 3am. thanks. my sleepless night, you followed me through. your words they guided me thru that lonely night. thou my stars didn shine, no planes did shimmered by, neither had any songs lightened that dark sky, but all didn matter cos' my phone glowed with this text
"1 message receive"
"clown"
then i smiled, this is what that matters.





bonne nuit, je t'aime