affections

2010-01-10T10:16:00.000-08:00

I'll tell you soon I'm not ready yet.

I'm supposed to sign up for BTT today but the centre closed in the afternoon. all thanks to you.

Had popeye for dinner. I seriously hate waiting for a place to sit. and I hate it more that the other customers stare at you, head to toe, toe to top, impatiently waiting for you to get up from your chair and leave so they can plop their ass down. I've seen so many kiasu singaporeans today fighting for a seat. To think Im quite kiasu alr. I'll give popeye a solution. Just rent the rest of the shop space in Jubilee, aint it freaking empty. They would have more customers like this.

I'm finally and thankfully gonna have my braces removed this wednesday(hopefully no change). It has been 4 years and 3 months, it's really about time to take it off. I'll get my teeth polished too. I cant wait (:, it's a long wait. cross fingers, I don have to wait for another month to take it out cos of my wisdom tooth.

2010-01-07T09:08:00.000-08:00

Im very proud of myself. I'm able to shampoo people's hair now. lovely.

am supposed to!

2010-01-06T11:21:00.000-08:00

meow, im supposed to change my url, but im just lazy to find a skin.

never felt this free for a very long time. However, I wanna work soon. This holiday is not making me any smarter. I kinda feel too relax already. The only reason Im blogging is to refresh my mind and to remember how to construct proper sentences. Soon, writing an essay will be the most tideous and difficult thing at the rate things are going.

Anw, December09 had been most awesome. I went to Bintan with the loveliest people on earth. Technically, it was also my first overseas trip without any adults around. caution! never ever go bintan during the December holidays or during the monsoon season, it's kinda annoying cause you cant banana boat, cant do a lot of water activities and to me it sucks. Furthermore, the sun wasn that mighty cos of the never ending black clouds. I wasn't even chao ta or any tanner when I came back to Singapore! Major disappointment. Also, the big fat ugly black clouds prevented any form of star gazing at night. My star gazing lasted for only a few minutes. Also, the sea was so so so choppy and rough, I puked a bit in the ferry. I do get motion sickness quite easily, but still, I don quite remember puking that much in the plane. It's quite a terrible experience. On a brighter note, I tried Boogie Body Surf, it rocks ttm. But it was so embarassing, I almost died cos the strong wave almost made me nude. ughhh.

Oh, and I lost my Sony camera on the way to or in Bintan, whichever it was. I wasn't particularly sad, and I don't really know why. Maybe cause, this means I can now get to buy a new camera. hah! and thank God, I deleted all my pictures in the memory stick. That was my first time making such a move.

Throughout this holidays, I've watched Alvin and the Chipmunks 2, Bodyguards and Assassins, Christmas carol and Avatar3D. I think I like Chipmunks the best! cute stuff. On the other hand, I like the graphics in Avatar, so dreamy. Adding on, I think Bodyguards and Assassins is kind of teary. So many people die leh, mixture of emotion in the theatre man!

Oh yes and Adult fare. I am dying to find out how the SBS company actually charges the fares?! why is my bus fare the same be it I travelled 6 stops or 12 stops?! so ridiculous! Im very reluctant to travel to town now because the fare is enough to kill me and dampen every spirit to go out. Im serious. I even calculated the incentive to work with my current situation! I will never work if my pay is less than 6 bucks per hours and if I don't get to work at least 8 hours. Say I work for a day with the above rates, I'll earn like 48 dollars. This obviously excludes transport and food! Thus after deducting around 12 dollars for those neccesities, Im left with 36dollars. 36 dollars is only just sufficient for a movie and a nice meal at astons plus transport. ahhh, im going to run into some cash flow problems in no time. I'll just be happy if I can actually help out at my mum's salon and help her blow some customers hair. Im such a noob at it anyway, I doubt my mum will actually hire me. Oh sigh, the tragedy of a O'level holder who is waiting for her A's results.

Well, this is quite a long post. After doing a word count, this is the longest "essay" I have written ever since the 20thNov. Time sure flies, don't remind me.

2009-12-25T21:32:00.001-08:00

moved!

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ello, hello, yellow! hahaha

2009-09-24T10:17:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYBODY!
im back, though im not supposed to. i ought to be studying for my last prelim paper.
well, i've decided to post something upon realising that there are still readers who comes to this really empty website.

it's now 1.18am, and i haven slept this late for a really long time. my life practically revolve around studying, exams, eating and sleeping. and using computer once in a while. im such a boring person, i know.

well, even though i don have much leisure time, i do make it a point to get away from my notes (just in case you are utterly amazed with my transformation into a nerd)

i am looking forward to the road closure, seriously. don ask me why!

i wanna make this summer longer,

2009-06-17T11:14:00.000-07:00

been long, and today im gonna rattle quite a lot about my June Hols.

But first. Have you ever thought what it is like losing a loved one? I am not refering to current-lovers, friends but family members that watched you grow since the day you were born. I am thinking about it now and it hurts. It hurts trying to deny the truth that nothing is wrong when everything has gone wrong. It's even more painful watching someone degenerating and not being able to help. It's worse when you pretend not to care and only pricks you more when you're putting up a brave front, the only one thinking all will be all right.

Today i kept probbing even when my friend said that it didn mean anything at all. am i supposed to trust the words? or continue to be on my guard?

Sentosa with the dudes. after all the whining and much talking about going to the beach one day, we finally made our way down today (: chao-tah like red lobster, nose going to peel soon and can still feel the sand and heat on me. happy that i took a few pictures with my bbf, im going to finish the second roll soon. i wanna compact gundum again, wanna build a breakwater, wanna make sure that i wont be fooled again by my friends, wanna have another picnic and the next time i wanna just lay in the sun with my shades that are very reflective (ahem!). sentosa with the dudes allowed me to break away from the many thoughts on my head. though was very reluctant initially (sorry wx!), glad that it was a joy afterall. i thank God for the sun.

caught several movies this June. MonsterVsAlien in 3D, the taking of the pelham 123, Subaru. finally watched dirtyjobs too! and catching up with gossip girls.
spent lotsa money on food. hearts Changingappetites for cheese sauce, Cafecartel for the honey ribs, ManhattanFishmarket for seafood platter. Mos is still the best! KOIcafe is over-priced and for consumers who wish to end up in a dialysis centre!
online shopped again, F21! am now resisting this huge temptation on several wallet and bags! i just cant get enough of stuff. i suppose all girls encounter such syndrome.
Bought a lime green speaker during the PCshow. am quite annoyed that a 320gb harddrive only cost less than a 100. COS i bought a 250gb harddrive during the IT show in march for 109. i think the person who sold the product to me cheated my money since im like so blur in this kind of technology thing, ugh!
Went out with some of the nydancers last week and it was the first time i walked into so many higher priced range clothes boutique in a day since im more of a Onlineshopper person. well, i saw this uber nice armani watch. i think i will get it eventually if i decide to part with my cash(:

and the Australia trip was cancelled in the end, i think i left that unannouced. i would have been back by now anw. wx is still quite sore about it! HAHA!

i seriously need to get down to work(studying) i shall start tomorrow. please, i hope it going to be effective man! i don wanna end up sleeping again.

well, thats all i need to pen down about my June Hols. the rest shall just be stored in my more than 250gb of memory space (my brain) in case im confusing you and yes i don have a brain. and as you can see, i am very sore about the technology thing. am very sore. yes, am very sore, actually not really(:

a really long post, i like.

VOTE FOR ME!!!!!

2009-06-04T08:51:00.000-07:00

PLEASE VOTE FOR ME!!! no 1145!!!! (: thankyou very much! and the picture is from BBF's my first roll!!! (:

am happy (:

2009-05-24T06:50:00.000-07:00

happy cos i watched Night at the museum 2 using my buy 1 get 1 free movie voucher (:
happy cos i ate lotsa cakes and deserts today
it's quite a good day cept that there was this one unhappy conversation in the midst of many. but it's okay, im quite an open person. i have a wide space between my eyebrows remember! it's 1.5 inches to be precise (: (: (:

i no longer think that way, they are just being responsible for themselves.

The 10 "I want"

2009-05-22T10:04:00.000-07:00

I want to go AUSTRALIA! (my geog trip is cancelled again, i hate H1N1 totally!)
I want to start studying! (5 months to A's, everyone's telling me about it)
I want to watch Night at the museum 2 (it's a must to catch it)
I want to buy more clothes from F21 (dresses to be precise)
I want to buy a new phone (ther'es something wrong with my keypads)
I want to get a new wallet (either from Urban Outfitters or Accessorize)
I want to drink Honey Red Tea (im going to get it when the sun rises)
I want to dance (it has been a while, i miss dancing)
I want to wax my legs soon (HAHA! those hair are really long, imo)
I want to just chill during the holidays (that's not going to happen)

those are the 10 "i want" in my life.
im sure there are many more, but these are just all the material stuff im craving for.
do you know whats disappointment? the feeling of having the lights on and off? that's my geog trip for you. with much anticipation previously. i just needed some days off, away from home, away from everything and everyone who are so busy.

so, my life still continues. tell me about it.

There's really just so many things.

2009-05-20T07:54:00.000-07:00

these weeks have been rather exciting. the following weeks will be even better.
this blog will be temporary left abandon till there's time for me to update during the hols.
ciao.

2009-05-07T07:46:00.000-07:00

i wanna curl my hair again. i know it's curly enough, but im thinking i should do it again. and i should rebond my top cos the fringe is top is kind pom pom! me don like

and it's finally friday tomorrow (: school life has been a killer

and i bought my new brown bag last week, im so excited to bring it out! i wanted it since like long long time ago and then right when i bought it, it was the 2nd last piece and they wont bring in new stock alr. so glad i bought it.

anw, the australia trip may or may not be cancelled. im quite upset about it. i dunno la, part of me still wanna go, then another part feels quite sian. i know right, some peope wanna go but don have the chance then here i am debating with myself. aye, also cos of the swinnnnneeee flu that makes me feel this way. although i always put it in such a way that if i contract it and die means im destined to die but im still quite kiasi okay. it will be quite sad to leave the world soo sooon. there's still many things i wanna do in life.

anw, i managed to fix my modem. im so proud. somehow or rather the lightning destroyed my modem last night and sooooo i change the adaptor by replacing it with the PSP adaptor since it's the same. HAHAHAH! im so smart!! okay but to be honest, i didn know it was the same until the singtel operator told me .

ciao, i should start readin lear, its now 1130!

I know i am just afraid

2009-05-01T04:31:00.000-07:00

maybe i'm just a coward ):
i need a fair amount of confidence to decide.

well, i went to JooChiat for lunch and for once i like fish (:
i like everything there. don ask me whats the restaurant called.
all i know is shophouse no.360 or smth!
and i wanna eat small pao and Portuguese egg tart now! and katong laksa toooo
i never knew Joochiat was sooo near katong.
i think i wont mind staying at that area cos the food are like fantastic.
cept that i will prolly be km(s) away from everyone that i wanna keep in contact with everyday.

and im going out for dinner soon, i am going to have my chili crab!

i wanna get my supplementary cards soon after looking at the promotional pamphlets, im such an aunty sometimes. the only reason why i am eyeing the supplementary cards are for the 10%discount or the 1 for 1 deals in the restaurants like cafe cartel and mfm and carls jr leh!!! it's so tempting! ahahahahaha.

600!

2009-04-30T09:00:00.000-07:00

WHEE! it 00.01! im so happy now cos i didn burst my phone bill, like finally for once! and it's finally may (:

today was a long day with a 3.5 hours of break. practically rotted the break away. and econs test was ughhhh!

the school's library is a nice place afterall!

im so sad i cant go shopping tomorrow cos i have some family lunch! WHY must this always always happen to me.

April 30th didn end too well anw, so much quarrels today... ): why do i have to go through this everyday, almost everyday. how irritating.. i hate it when people decides to be anal out of a sudden cos someone in their surronding irritated them. and sadly i have to face all of such nonsense everyday of my life. sometimes i feel like punching their faces. i hate those faces a lot, it makes me feel as though i can just strangle them and as usual im trying my very best to give in and be nice though im not very nice at times bcos i snap too. URGHH!!! the mind is a crazy thing.

The Quarrelsome Lovers

2009-04-28T07:11:00.000-07:00

The everyday quarrels of establised couples have less to do with uncertainty and more to do with the confidence that comes with the intimacy; that is, each partner comes to know just what to say to annoy each other. Yet such quarrels certainly do sometimes, get out of hand. Most often it's a stubborn refusal to apologize that endangers the relationship.

It doesn just happens to lovers. Siblings, bestfriends are also part of our target each day. Sometimes we push them off their limits, therefore isnt it wiser to speak with love instead of provokation! this is something we should all think about. For every word leave a scar.

what defines me?

2009-04-27T02:51:00.001-07:00

My life is a play, a tragic comedy.
That was something I penned down during Othello lecture today. I have become rather pessimistic recently, not that I wished for it to happen and want to think of such negative stuff. But Life hasn been easy. Sometimes motivating msges doesn evevn seems to work on me anymore. But I thank God for people who still tries to comfort and somehow spread their joy and laughter to me. It helps me a lot in coping my burdens.

I know i should count my many blessings. and i know i should after thinking through matters pertaining my life. I am the author of my life, I am going to stop all negative thoughts from polluting this dumb brain of mine!

On a lighter note, i am gonna end school early tomorrow and im gonna go eat good food and im going to have volleyball for PE tmr (pwn Basketball) i love shooting the ball into the air and seeing it fall it's entertainment for the four of us! the dudes says that i judge whats good and bad (FOOD) by economic value! hahahaha! quite true mah, if you pay peanut you'll get monkeys!

Don't ask God to make your life easier, ask Him to make you a stronger person!
this time, im gonna brace through it all.

putting on this facade

2009-04-26T09:17:00.000-07:00

amongst those that remembers there will be those that forgets

2009-04-26T06:32:00.000-07:00

this weekend passed really fast.

i foresee myself doing a GP essay in 12 hours time. oh sigh, dont you know, i hate to do essays. it kills me almost sooo softly. ughh.

im off to watch star awards now. Ja!

Our Oh-so Garden city!

2009-04-17T05:51:00.000-07:00

Well well, what was once torturous, is now just a figment of my memory!

SYF is finally over. Im just glad that everything went smoothly and we managed to clinch a Silver. Of cos, the result came out as a shock to me, i wasn expecting anything more than a Bronze. That was how hopeful i was. It could be due to the fact that im a rather realistic person or perhaps my expectation on whats deserving what is too high. This explains why i felt really neutral when the results were released yesterday. There wasn any tears of sadness neither was there any smile of happiness because honestly, i thought the result was far better than expected. Certainly, miracles do happen!

I wont say that we have worked extremely hard but I know that we have done our best. Although, the make-up and costume did somewhat made us lose our confidence, nevertheless, we were able to shine during the competition.

Last few days were very demanding for me due to the excessive water flowing out of my tap! hahaha, which is none other than my nose. But I thank God that the tap somehow was closed during the 6min30sec of the dance!

so anyway, pictures will do the talking now

two days time

2009-04-14T09:27:00.000-07:00

SYF in 2 days! Jiayous everyone. im sure we can do it (: but that's only when everyone gives their best!

Geog fieldwork today! superb fun. ranging poles and infiltration rate! LOL totally.

stop.

2009-04-09T05:12:00.000-07:00

i wanna stop being the exceptions! and i wanna be the rule! rah! i hate myself a lot. there's a lot of why running through my head now; and i want to stop thinking about it. actually, i have more or less accepted it but still what exactly went wrong for me? this is an answer u will never get to find out. some things just happen. but i know for a reason.

take a break,

2009-03-31T08:54:00.000-07:00

half day today(: a good break after a week of hectic school life last week.

went to town for MFM(manhattan). tried platter for 2, which is really not bad for its taste, except for the fact it is rather overpriced due to the small serving of it's seabass. i think a 20% off or some slash in the price would definitely be more worth eating than the current skyrocketed price after the GST and svc charge. but today's soup of the day (calamari soup) is good. well, the same goes for the grilled seafood platter. if only they have that on the menu for the lunch deal. hmmm, should have filled in the suggestion form man! at least there may be hope!

have been spending a sum of money on good food recently. not complaining cos im happy after eating them. better hope my allowance is enough for me to sustain. i think the honey rib at cafe cartel is not bad. pwn NYNY ok. maybe cos there's less fat. but the soup was quite disappointing.

so anyway, i bought a new spray today after much psychoing. LOL! super duper cheesy man.
what a tiring day indeed, trying walking about 1km under the stupid sun!!

and it will finally be april in 10 mins!
happy april fool's day kiddos!

Goodbye Napfa forever!

2009-03-30T08:48:00.000-07:00

Hello all,

can you see the smile on my face! napfa is over. and i got my GOLD! muacks muacks muacks. ya la, i know it's not a big deal since plentiful of people got perfect scores! but still im happy. hahahahah! well, im just glad everything is over la. as all of you know, i hate PE or exercising under the hot sun to the max. i only like doing things indoor. im quite an indoor person, really. the sun is not always a good thing to me.

in any case, im certain if anyone runs 2.4km with the whole J2(NY) batch they will def pass with flying timing. i mean like everyone is so competitive and goodness it's only freaking 2.4 okay. and even with my timing, im like the last few souls i think. im so certain i came in among the last 40 over like 140 kiddos! is like i don understand how come so many people can run below 12 mins! crazy crazy crazy! ya la, i know my stamina is low. i just cant inhale the air properly when i run okay.

and im a happy kid now.

2009-03-29T07:03:00.000-07:00

i slept so much and yet im still so tired. wad the man! i need lotsa strength to pull through a new week.

i cant seems to download any of my notes from litespeed. its really quite frustrating. and i wonder why the file doesn open at all!

im feeling really full now. just had dinner not long ago.

im just blogging to keep my blog alive.

i don like writing too much personal stuff here. people gets quite k-po really. hahahahahahahahah.

last but not least.

im frustrated with many people now!

rainbow OD!

2009-03-21T07:28:00.000-07:00

saw 2 rainbows per day, two days in a row. (:
this year has been very hopeful.

youth today was good. worship was good.

love is...

2009-03-18T03:17:00.000-07:00

im quite annoyed with my bro now.
how could he?
hasn it not been drilled into his big head.

love is appreciating, giving and being yourself.
love is when someone makes you feel as though you can finally stop putting on a facade.

2009-03-17T05:42:00.000-07:00

woke up feeling rather nauseous
this isn the first time,
infact it has been like this for weeks.
no, im not pregnant, stop speculating.
it's just,
i think im falling sick.
or maybe, it's because
i have been sleeping for a long time.

for days,
it has been 10 hours of sleep per night,
out on my feet for hours,
back home,
sleep again for another 10.
the mood to do assignments just aint there.
but it's okay, there's still 5 more days to go.

nevertheless, today was enriching.
spca-ed with PAWS~
well, abit disappointing cos i expected more.
but scout was cute.
i think i have the fluffy scent on me.
i really believe i carry a certain dog scent.
haha.
i love fluffy,
no matter how poor i may be,
i promise not to abandon fluff fluff.
till her death bed.
i will watch her go.

so sad to know that dogs are being put to sleep everyday.
so sad to know that this very minute,
a dog might be put to sleep!!!!
stop animal abuseeeeeeee
and NEVER EVER buy dogs on impulse.
it hurts looking at those deformed, handicapped, abandoned dogs.
really, people just wont understand.
where's the humanity?

2009-03-15T02:56:00.000-07:00

we all started out being friends.

fervour

2009-03-14T07:42:00.000-07:00

today is a good day.
1) i get to sleep in (: (didn have to be in sch on a sat, like finally!!!)
2) had youth (: i came out feeling really refreshed!
3) the air was cleared

God does pave the way.

and im glad i have friends that will stand by me.

forever & always

2009-03-12T08:25:00.001-07:00

disappointments, sadness, stress, emptiness, these are something that we go through everyday no? who says dealing with such stuff are easy, but we'll eventaully pull through. for what is too difficult for i am more than a conqueror! im really trying to convince myself with that.

but today my friend said something really meaningful, "it is when the tough gets going"
what is life if everyday was a joy? will there then be something for us to fight for? will there then be something for us to learn to treasure and cherish?

"i don remember those that hurt you"
these are words that comforts, even when situations are awkward. these words are for moments when you think that no one cares.

it is when i look back and realised that i have took a million things in my life for granted. then again, there are those that will write you a million and do just the same to others. and there are those, that will write one and only that one. so, now comes choices.

it is so much easier if the things you are fighting for will stay by your side forever and always!

i love the one you hurt the most.

2009-03-09T04:12:00.000-07:00

these few days have been nothing more awesome. thank you, but sense my sarcasm.
i think i should quit school, kill myself. of cos im joking. but yes, my BTs results are back and it sucks like shit. of cos, i did expect those shit results before i even sat for them. so, i have sorta decide to move on lah!

nevertheless, there are other variables in my life that are annoying the hell outta me! and, i wish you would stop being so everything is okay when it is not, bcos you jolly well know, things are freaking complicated.

anw, A's results were out last friday. and im REALLY satisfied with my chinese results maybe cept for the oral part!!!!! but what more can i hope for really when i didn even put any bit of effort into this. i know i studied like 10x harder for O's chinese. now just got to focus on the rest of the subjects instead of spending precious time blogging right. computer is such a time stealer.

well, my comp broke down! FYI!!!!!! hahahahahaha. so im using my dad's comp. and if my dad's comp spoil i will use the main comp. and if the main comp spoil, i will beg for my bro's comp. but if my bro's comp decides to die, i wont have any comp!!!! okay, whatever, im supposed to come online to find ACER svc hotline, but im blogging. gosh.

then agn, dance rehearsal at UCC this wed. i don wanna tie my hair in a bun nor wear the ugly costume. sian! -_- i feel quite irritated about this, really.

im really quite upset with the fact that i have tons of grammatical errors in all my essays! i should really do smth about it before it's too late.

i really shld settle things soon. blah!

2009-03-04T06:13:00.000-08:00

i went for my dental checkup today and im really happy cos i don have to take off my braces yet due to the growing of my wisdom teeth! LOL!

oh ya! i had PE this morn and i ran 6 rounds w/o stopping. amazing or what?! this is my first attempt to run 6 rounds this year. and normally i would walk when im at my 4th rd. so i feel quite(actually really) accomplished. and when i see those guys walking right, i feel that they are damm loser. i wont want a bf who cant run cos they look really weak among those that can run!

and i failed my math. whatever right. i feel like a downright chicken nana loser! well, i'll take it as many sheet of papers to motivate my learning! hahaha.

im so not in the mood to talk about anything now. i shld really try harder the next time, no?!

anw, i went to Objectif yesterday. so xl got her splitzer and fisheye lens! quite a cool place i think. (: i wanna get my lomo100negative film! any buyer wanna share? i wanna get afga x-pro film also, but really expensive mans!

oh well, i just thought of something really funny, quite irritating also. how come when the school mentions that they will be bringing the students to places like NewYork and everyone cheers and go woahhh? but if the school is to say that they will be bringing us to places like China or vietnam everyone goes euww?! why huh?! i really don mind going China again cos i quite like Shanghai. i think people should visit China and i have been to China twice and to the many parts in China. though, you have to face the stinky toliet and uncouth people, i think everyone should still go to China for experience sake!

i thank God that i found my water bottle today. there was so much peace ytd even after finding out that i had misplaced it. i wonder why.

all the uncertainties.

2009-03-01T06:48:00.000-08:00

recently, i have actually been thinking alot about the future. actually it seems that my existance is floating by maybe because life has been rushing through time. i had many few sleepless nights which forced me to be more serious about the issues im currently facing, like how i shouldn keep escaping from reality. it's like everyone around me is getting really anxious for the coming major exam, but im still here convincing myself that im okay and will be.

i told my dad the other day im really wanna go abroad to further my studies. i know it's going to cost my family a lot of money and i still have a brother. but then, staying in singapore hasn really been an option for me. well, i guess im quite convinced in staying here now, unless circumstances occurs in future. till then, we'll see.

okay, nuff of such mind issues!

nodame

2009-03-01T06:28:00.000-08:00

the weather is gross!
hot and cold and hot and cold and hot and cold and hot and cold. the world is really changing.

today has been pretty up and down for me.
you see, im taking off my braces really soon and im feeling quite emotional about it. i have it on for 3 years already so i don quite wanna take it off. i still think my teeth aint straight enough. sigh, i really don wanna take off my braces. im quite sad about it, really. and as im feeling sad, the-most-unlucky-thing just have to come today, so it makes me really annoyed. and cos the whole family is out today, i had to bath fluffy alone. and i couldn go out at all cos it's raining really heavily.

the only thing that lit up my life was i had chilli crab for dinner.
im sorry i was late.

on my toes

2009-02-28T07:03:00.000-08:00

Hello! im very tired ): i finally catched a new movie ytd. hahahaha
went to watch He's just not that into you before dance started yesterday! the movie was quite sad at some part, and i felt really teary. ahhhhh. and i wanna watch my Hotel for dogs! it's coming out soon in cinemas! YAY YAY YAY!

i kinda wanna watch a lot of movies now.

vi said my eyes was abit silver metallic today! kinda funny thinking about it. i stared into the mirror for approx 10min inspecting my eyes and trying to figure out the comments about my eyes! hahahaha. i always have people telling me my eyes are super watery as though im going to cry and stuff about my eyes being super sparkly. but i have no idea how my eyes differ from the others.

danced today again! well, least we improved.

and GJed ytd! wheeee, im really happy (: i feel really happy today, maybe cos its the last day of feb! and it's going to be march tomorrow (: i cant wait to graduate soon, really. but i don wanna grow up!

if everyday was this wonderful (:

2009-02-26T18:02:00.000-08:00

yes, BT's are over! (: (: (:
although i didn really studied. didn really knew how to do the papers, but there was peace.
and i thank God for that.

lit paper was interesting. (busy sipping pokkamilktea while doing it)

aanyway, after paper at 5 ytd, 0834 went to Mt Faber park to trek! the point is, we needed to trek to Henderson waves! i think we trekked for a good 1 hour half. i felt rather disappointed when i reached Henderson waves okay! i dunno which friend of mine, who told me that the view there is romantic!! please okay, it's HDB everywhere and there are only like 4 WAVES?!!! i was expecting a long path of route. other than making us feel sucidal since it was approx 63.7m above sea level, i felt nothing more exciting!

i felt so healthy until we went to eat Carls JR! BEEF chilli cheesee and Charboil Chicken! went home like really really late all thanks to the MISSING 265 and 138 that i had to take 269 which is a long loop!!! i almost died on the bus cos i ate too much at Carls, i wanted to puke! and i felt really tired but i couldn seems to fall asleep at all bcos i keep coughing like as though i wanted to throw up everything i have ate! so i ended up listening to 93.8Live, on natural birth and unnatural birth! hahahahaha. but still cant seems to fall asleep. and somehow i could remember anything that happen afer we boarded the train at dhoby gaut, did we sat down or stood up?! gosh, my memory is failing me.

im still thinking about the question that wx asked me while we were along the river last night.
would i really be that brave to risk my life and jump in for a friend like her. or would i scream frantically for help instead?

my mum just told me that i sleeptalked a lot last night. and my mum mentioned that i said i hated someone in particular! LOL! last night was a weird night with many weird dreams.
and now i still feel like puking.

should bathe sooon, gonna hang out at town before dance starts!

the 7 colours

2009-02-25T05:39:00.000-08:00

left side of the rainbow!

right side of the rainbow!

BT will be over tomorrow! darn happy, like awesome! hahahahah.

current status: Othello-ing.

anw, i saw a HALF A RAINBOW TODAY! and when i say HALF! it reaches from one end of the earth to another! first time okay!! i felt there was so much hope in life after seeing the rainbow. i was still feeling rather dejected before that. and not only that! there were 3 rainbows! how awesome can life get. those who saw this are really lucky. this is God's visual confirmation to you that there is hope, so worry not pips!

we should stop and take a look at the world around, you may find something so captivating, really.

start of BT!

2009-02-23T03:36:00.001-08:00

i kinda screwed up my math and gp, but it's okay, i have learn to deal with it. it's quite hard to tell whether i was pass both the subject anot. but what's done is done. i hope i can at least pass both this H1! it's H1. i know i've got to put it lotsa effort. BTs speaks a lot eh! i cant believe im in J2 already, actually.

anyway, we had a good laugh today. many funny and hilarious things happened on the way home. pity wx wasn there for a good show. and i thought i lost my ezlink card and made a big fuss, goblock me!

and rach made us do this no.1 to no.11 test. and i tell you its quite true lor!!! HAHAHAH! yeahhh, they knoww why, but i kept denying thou! okay but it's quite true. i know im very indecisive. i know, i know! LOL!

anw, i think i shld go study my econs now. my very sad life.

LOMOGRAPHY!!!!!

2009-02-21T07:23:00.000-08:00

im like the happiest person on earth now! today has been really tiring. econs lecture in the morn till noon, then lunched at J8, dance prac, youth and dinnered at J8 again. yes yes, i know BTs are next week, i'll study tomorrow, promise. but for now, im really happy!

Daina F+ arrived yesterday! so fast (:!!! it was only ordered on wednesday! so wx, xl and i immediately stopped doing our math when the doorbell rang! hahaha, i think the package was the only one inside the singpost van. cos the inside of the van looked really empty! im so happy (: though it's only momentary since it isn mine!! ): hahahahaha, least my Blackbird is mine!!

pardon all inferior low quality pictures here. taken with my 3.2mega sony ericsson cos my sony cam was low on batt!

Diana F+ (tokyo rising edition)

package comes along with a book! rather interesting !

DIANA 35mm backing to replace the 120mm back! :

all the picture masks! damm cool!

the DIANA F+ (tokyo rising lehh) jealous right! the logo of TR!

wahhhhhhh!!

as you can see, we were diligently doing math till Diana F+ came along~!

anyway! next presenting BLACKBIRD, fly!!! i collected it last sunday at wheelock place but didn have the time to blog abt it. not that i have plenty of time now, just that i wanna take a break from worrying over my block test. i believe God will take care of it! so as you all prolly know i love all things red, so my BBF is none other than RED!

this is MY (not the) Blackbird, fly. decided to name it Nightingale! for reason, i dunno why. i have to emphasize the word MY bcos it makes me feel proud of it. anw, Diana F+'s Hotshoe (which don belong to me) could fit into my Blackbird,fly! (: there's still the different filter paper as you can see from the flash! so yesterday we were fire-ing away! i love the 2 lens reflex, it's really cool. trust me. but 200 bucks for a plastic camera, the price doesn really justify the goods. cos there's no external flash! only B mode! ): an additonal hotshoe will cost me another 50 bucks lurhhh! sad!

love the cage! love mulitple/double exposure (: love my BBF! love sprockets and square masks. love 35mm films, love 2 lens reflex, love it red, love the unique view-finder. love the focal length, love the weather adjustment. love the B mode, but hate there isn an attached flash!

last but not least! all the lomo camera! i forgot to mention aryca (the white camera at the bottom right) in my blog. it's an all weather sampler camera! can take pictures underwater tooo (: there's even self timer, shutter spd could be adjusted accordingly. and different frame different picture that sorta thing okay! too bad, ownership aint under my name!

as you can see from the abv picture, there's 2 vivitar USW, 1 disderi 4 lens, 1acrya, 1 BBF and 1 Diana F+!

i'll try to finish up the film in my fortress and nightingale during the henderson walk next thursday! Diana's film should be able to finish on thurs! (: i wanna get an ikimono only cos i think its cute. but i wont get cos i know its going to be another impulse buy!

cant wait to see the pictures from my afgavista film and elitechrome and lomoslide. whahahahaa, so happy okays!

more pictures from the film soon (: check back soon okays! hahahahahaha

2009-02-18T05:28:00.001-08:00

hello world. i learn many many new words today not because i want to but i have to use it for literature. hahaha. i kinda loathe comparison poetry to the max!

i brought my BBF to school. and im really happy. i cant wait to finish my film (:
and today as i was walking home, i kinda realised that this will be my last year wearing school uniform. i think i will miss life in such orderly way. hahaha.

i just finished my essay "life imitates art? or art imitates life?" it was quite irritating cos i really dunno what i should write. i think i wrote out of point.

it's currently, 9.31pm! i like reporting time. it gives me a sense of urgency. like there is a need to rush up on what im currently doing.

there is a lot of I in my entry. it's like, i am this and i am that. im such a reportive person. is there even such word?

and today, i didn have to run during pe cos i hurt my back during dance last wed. and it still hurts now. im contemplating to visit the seiseh!

btw, fluffy scratched her own eyes so there's a scar. i feel her pain. i hope it wont be so serious.

my post seems very detach, i think i should stop. there's many thoughts running through my head now.

i want to sleep, but i wanna wash my hair now! what should i do?

):

2009-02-17T05:43:00.000-08:00

you always make me wanna cry.

wx said she felt like slapping me today cos my answers to the Ten stuff was annoying.
hahaha, i wanna slap myself too.
i feel like the dumbest person on earth, currently.
and when im typing this, there's tears in my eyes.
i feel abit sad and i know why.
it makes me wanna break away so badly,
but it's like im always in this circle.
im always running in this circle.

there's many things i don understand.
won't it be nice if i can detach myself.

well, my bbf is here(: i'll try to make myself happy.
but who would understand?

and today, im really tired.

2009-02-14T07:03:00.000-08:00

TEN STUFF!

Firdaus made me do this!

TEN ARE YOUS
1. Are you single - of course!
2. Are you happy - extremely
3. Are you bored - nope, having fun
4. Are you fair - erm? i really dunno
5. Are you Italian - you wish.
6. Are you intelligent - duh, more than the ones reading this lame stuff def!
7. Are you honest - that depends.
8. Are you nice - not really, maybe.
9. Are you Irish - no im creme.
10. Are you Asian - Chinese

TEN FACTS
1. Full Name - Crystal Goh
2. Nicknames - chiat, bimbogoh, all annoying names you can think of.
3. Birth place - Moun Eliz!
4. Hair color - Black
5. Natural hair style - black
6. Eye Color - black
7. Birthday - 30thmay91
(number 8 is missing.)
9. Favorite color - i like all things red
10. One place you'd like to visit - Heaven

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Have you ever been in love -obviously
2. Do you believe in love at first sight - NO!!!!!
3. Do you currently have a crush? - hmmm.. i have many crushes. haha
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - tons
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart - it's hard not to.
6. Have you ever had your heart broken - it was like day w/o sun.
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - nope, i never really liked a person first.
8. Are you afraid of commitment - that depends
9. Who was the last person you hugged - someone at youth, i think it was yuki!
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? - yijia! hahaha

TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust - Love. but lust is more exciting.
2. Hard liquor or beer - I dont drink
3. Cats or dogs - Fluffy, only fluffy
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - erm.. everyone lurh
5. Creamy or Crunchy - crunchy
6. Pencil or Pen - hmmm, ball point.
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - hmmm, wild night out sounds fun
8. Money or Happiness - Happiness
9. Night or day - day, i feel more alive.
10. IM or phone - phone def.

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out - i guess so.
2. Seen a polar bear -zoo?
3. Done something you regret - all the time.
4. Bungee jumped - nope, but soon.
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - guess so
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker -huh?
7. Been caught naked - lalala,
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - Nope, ex is ex for a reason.
9. Cried because you lost a pet - not yet, but fluffy will be diff.
10. Wanted to disappear - always wanna run away

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - wide small, small eyes. not too small please.
2. Light or dark hair -dark. light reminds me of bengs.
3. Hugs or kisses - both will be nice.
4. Shorter or taller - Taller, but i always end up liking shorter guys, i know.
5. Intelligence or attraction - both! i hate dumb guys.
6. Topman or Zara - doesn bother me.
7. Funny or serious - FUNNY AND SERIOUS! but i hate, fun and friendly guys. esp, the "popular" ones and the zi high kind.
8. Older or Younger- Older. younger ones are really immature imo.
9. Outgoing or quiet - Outgoing = talkative right!
10. Sweet or Bad - there's this chinese saying, if the guy aint bad, the girl wouldn like. but such guys, usually comes in a package of the both sweet and bad.

TEN HAVE YOUS
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - yeahhh, many many many.
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - 6 hours was the longest with hahahaha
3. Ever tried walking on your hands - nope.
4. Ever been to a rock concert - not thanks.
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team - hahaha, yeah man.
6. Ever been on a dance team - of cos la! im a dancer.
7. Ever been on a sports team - yeah, netball.
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - yeap.
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? - not yet, but soon
10. Ever been in a rap video? -hate raps.

TEN LASTS
1. Last phone call you made -to the most irritating person.
2. Last person you kissed - dont quite wanna rmb
3. Last person you hung out with - youth!
4. Last time you worked - after O's
5. Last person you talked to - my bro
6. Last person you IM'd - none.
7. Last person you texted - wx
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - hmmm, the last movie i watched was angus thongs and perfect snogging. but i don rmb who i watched it with.
9. Last person/thing you missed - youth.
10. Last website visited - hotmail

2009-02-12T04:26:00.000-08:00

im playing it on a heavy routine,
how are you feeling now?
i hope you are fine.

ughh, i cant sit straight, slouch, bend my hips. my lower back hurts from all the dancing yesterday. adding on, i feel totally sian cos blocktests are so near and im not prepared! and whats worse, i haven got my othello book and blocktest is like in a week. zomg! and not only that, im in this world of confusion and uncertainty. my bad, for not trusting.

2009-02-09T02:34:00.000-08:00

was just thinking back about the last few days of my life. it struck me hard that the people in my life simply come and go, and what was most important then, may not be so important now afterall. just like what is actually so important now, may be so unimportant later in life. i was left thinking like this after i saw my pri.sch friend on friday night while i was having dinner after dance. and it occured to me then it was so difficult to actually even walk up and say hi. there was this feeling of total uncertainty. the fact that she wasn just a friend then when i was so close to her stirred me to think even more. i could still recall talking to her almost everyday on the phone when we were only in pri.4. we used to be that close. i remember how we used to cry over friendships, but now she's almost so non-existant in my life. looking back it has only been 7 years. it just stunned me thinking whether the friends i have now, will they become a total stranger 7 years later?

and then i carried on looking back at the times when i was just about 14/15 yrs old, around there. and at that point of time, there was dude who really meant a lot then. but now, i do not even converse with the dude anymore. even so, i have forgotten that kinda of love that existed btwn us.

and because of such incidences, i guess we have all grew to a point that its so easy to tell ourself how we are able to let go of the people around us, even when they mean so much now. i guess we are certain that in time to come, such issue will become totally in-existant. tragedy isn't.

i want you to know,

2009-02-06T22:35:00.000-08:00

nothing hurts more than
hearing you ranting on the others,
han feeling the ache and hide it
and seeing you so suicidal.

don tell me you understand,
what is 1 to 3.
the only one to the many ones
yet the same chorus each time.

i never called you those names,
fact was it never occured to me.
miracles happens,
but just not about you.

now,
lets save some time,
i hope you're happy now.
the world don owe you.

selflessness has never been out of your reach,
neither has happiness.
you aint entitled to your selfishness,
cos you still have something real.

my dear, life isn all about loving and being loved.

2009-02-05T15:40:00.000-08:00

leaning on the pillar of support,
i am thankful.
you don have to feel remorseful,
i don actually blame for that.
for what sentimental value each holds.
i do somewhat understand,
but you made it simplier each time to go through.

perhaps each time,
it sounded nonchalent.
the heartbeat of each count,
the laughter of each lines.
i did wished for the otherwise,
once was not now.
that was somewhat so behind.
left, picked and riding on.

keep growing!

2009-02-05T05:22:00.000-08:00

i had my twister fries today after 4 years! hahahaha! the last time i ate it was in sec1 please! hahahaha, ohmy damm noob right. thankyou!

anyway, performed today and i think i didn do quite well. i wanna eat more pie kia! i feel like eating a lot these few days.

table manners please..

2009-02-01T04:59:00.000-08:00

these few days had been chaotic. essays, essays and more essays. yeah, what can you expect from the arts subject, seriously. just finished research on post colonialism and existentialism. woah you must be wondering, but i merely just cut and pasted from the many internet sources available.

other than trying to complete reading Joyce and Othello, and apart from DRQs, case studies and all the other insane homework which made me zomified, i feel like quitting SYF! hah, i know. im mad, retarded, stupid, insane and most crazy.

it just doesn make sense to continue, i don care if we have put in all the effort and get just a COP in the end. but i don wanna get in return a COP from something that is of all the no-sweats! it's end of jan, actually, today is the 1stFeb and we are, not near, from completing the dance routine. i know it sounds like a joke cos it seems like my school is the only school that have yet to complete the dance. but of cos im telling you, this is not a joke i have created cos im bored. what made it worse, is how people can actually just skip trainings as and when. im not saying that my attendance is perfect but never have i seen in my whole entire life, that more than half of the people involved could just miss training when the competition is barely 2 months away. much as i am amazed, im purely disgusted. i don care if some other school people in dance comes and read about how terrible my school's dancesociety is. Fact is, it is that horrible and selfish and i don see that there's a need to hide any fact of it. im just tired of this cycle. and i know some people were busy with stuffs outside, but the fact that i went and didn do anything for the 2 hrs made me feel ughhhh. there should be better coordination, really.

sorry, but im annoyed! like totally with all these very unpleasant issues. time could have been used for more important stuffs then.

well, other than all these. i have been spending lots of time with a fat object. HAHAHAH!

it's school again tomorrowwwwww...

2009-01-27T07:07:00.000-08:00

my school week will start off with everyone's most fav lesson! none other than PE! ahhaha
oh well, apart from visiting my relatives, eating many many pineapple tarts and counting my hongbao money (i kinda hope counting it over and over again, it will multiply!!!) i have been playing LEFT4DEAD! man, i really like killing zombies and witches. how they excites me, really. haha!

im off to lala~land!

HELLO OX, GOODBYE RAT!

2009-01-25T07:10:00.000-08:00

Happy chinese new year world!

**!luocaisheng!

on tuesday, the dudes and i went to sakae to celebrate rach birthday! so we decided to use the leftover vegs to luoyusheng! hahahahaha. shld have added some raw salmon right!

I BOUGHT MY BBF YESTERDAY NIGHT! im like super duperly happy mans! hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahah. i got the red one, but i feel quite dumb buying it now cos its like 200 bucks!!!

there was super lil people at bugis today. hahahah, i like. easier to shop not that i even bought anything. i guess it was really an acheivement man, went to town and spent only 1.20 on pokkamilktea cos i didn eat nor buy any stuff! hahahahahaha, super proud of myself. i haven been doing impulse buying since school reopen cept for the bbf! hahahaha, and cos coldstorage had to close by 5pm so the sushi was only 50cents per piece!!! (:

tired and sick from reunion dinner just now. i shall go watch bride war now!

bumpss!

2009-01-19T04:06:00.000-08:00

credits wx! her blackbirds fly very pretty (:

as if i haven had enough, im contemplating to get a 2way vista(dual cam)! the camera function damm superb okay! can take panoroma shots and the normal kind and plus with build in flash okay!! tsk man, i know i had spent lotsa money the last holiday. but i can seems to get enough. i think i will get, i'll really think about it.

went to the dentist to get my powerchain fix. i can remove my braces real soon! ): ughhh, im kinda tired with all the thoughts of having to do all the homework by tdy. kinda random!

i have this really huge craving for sushi, i want sakae tmr mans!

Vivitar, roll one

2009-01-18T07:57:00.000-08:00

Vivitar(:

X-processed film! lomoslide!

i like this cos fluffy is smiling!

Normal processed film! fujifilm 400!

all the love in the world.

cute(:

2009-01-14T07:33:00.000-08:00

i have no idea why im feeling so sour, literally. this sucks. i dun wanna feel that way, not suppose to, so unrelated we are in reality.

shake accordingly;

2009-01-14T06:03:00.000-08:00

Open house was finally over ytd! i guess the performance wasn tooo bad lurh! saw some juniors, hopefully they will make it in, so all the best! anyway, lessons started as per normal today and the workloads that the teachers gave are unbelievably huge! don bother trying to know how huge it is! it's going to suffocate me soon! essays and more essays and more more essays.

some pictures from the open house ytd, more photos are with the other dancers!

my currypok head is so huge and pommy for once!

Hannah(:

cassandra(:

tacole!!! spot my hideous pimple!

huiteng(:

stupid tacole again!

had dance again today! it's back to chirpy chirp chirp! tortureous stretching, i don like!

goodbye toodles, off to understand a portrait! more othello and bkc tmr!

it's the first day of schoool!

2009-01-12T05:26:00.000-08:00

cheerioss! im kinda happy with my timetable now cos sch starts at 9 cepts on the day i have PE!! i know i hated my timetable ystd, but maybe cos i didn really understood it last night. hahahah! wheeeeeeee, im really (: cos this means i can sleep till 745 everyday and get my dad to send me to school. God is good!

so anyway, school was kinda stupid and boring today cos we just had to go there for some briefing and then off to our respective places to publicise the school which is like zomg. so anw, my class went to tpy mrt at 12pm (kinda dumb) cos all the secondary 4 students are like still at home(so wasn really effective). there were just that lil of them! then trotted off to amkhub then decided to join 0814 at mf!

lunched opp mf! really really happy cos i had my indian rojak, fried rice and hor fun! heee, im really growing fat.

Open house tomorrow, i don feel like dancing. i feel undanceable!

so, it's official we wont be seeing each other that frequent anm.
a pity, really.

HELLO school, im back for more.

2009-01-11T06:39:00.000-08:00

tell me about it, school's officially starting tomorrow. no, im not looking forward for more lectures, tutorials and cca. not looking forward to canteen food. most of all, not looking forward to PE! my timetable is kinda disatrous after inspecting that on even weeks (tues and thurs) i have many many hours of break inbtwn lesssoons!

I have yet to complete some homework, but whatever~ im just going to get scolded as usual what!

anyway did i not mention? i dislike(hate is too strong a word) blogs that have their own list of favourite music or whatsoever that you will auto hear the music once you open their webpage. i tell you, it's irritating cos i have to scroll frantically to find their player and turn off the music. worse of it all, the songs just cut into my music that i was currently listening to and it annoys me lots!!! i know i used to be one of the "irritating" ones in the past that have the stupid BLG SONG on my blog. i sincerely apologise! hhahaahahahah!

the year end holiday is over! but i'm really glad for the many things that had happened!(: that include you.

God really listens!

This holiday!

2009-01-08T06:00:00.000-08:00

HOHOHO! the holidays is coming to an end. i had dance today due to the technical error made by the PA on tuesday. zomgg mans! then had lunch at pizzahut with cole and ken. i kinda miss having curry zazzle already!

had my braces fixed yesterday! i have to go down twice next month for some major issue with the wisdom teeth! BLABS! then went ikea with the kukus to do econs proj! finally done.

This holiday has been really fruitful. i guess i did managed to meet up with most of the people i was dying to meet! (: this holiday has been a good break for me. i need closure sometimes! need to recharge my internal batteries for the predicted-moody year.

HAHAH! this is the first screen shot i took since i got my comp like 2 years ago?!! okay, im really untech -savvy. i never knew i could print screen till xl told me on monday! seriously, i know! i always wondered how people could print screen their website or something. haahah! so i was like having this interesting conversation with fir and he started becoming me for the most stupid reason! LOL!

it's finally friday tmr (:

The Fortress

2009-01-08T05:39:00.000-08:00

My first roll from, quad cam galaxy, THE official diseri 4 lens!

yadddaaa daaaa!!! i finally went to develop the film in my QUADY! pretty upset thou cos only 17 pictures managed to come out, but still some were in the under-exposed conditions! least it only $9.85 so it's not so bad! quite cheap i think(: i want an oktomat after all the playing with my quady!

after all the thinking-here-and-there, i didn get my BBF!

amazingly, my first shot actually came out. hahah, but it's an unglam shot of wx!

TADDDDDDDDD, presents!!!!

hahahaha, first time using it, so accidentally place my finger on the lens!

i like this picture best! cos fluff fluff is so cute!

taken at east coast(:

hah! i can really change my facial expressions in 1 sec!

the cross road at paya lebar! it seems that i always place my finger on the second lens!

im trying out my second film already! heeeeeee heeeeeee! cant wait to finish it! maybe i will spam it really crazily during the open house or something!

2009-01-06T05:05:00.001-08:00

i say today is a good day. to a certain extent it was a good day.

i had sch this morn, which kinda suck, waited waited waited. but that aside, i had subway. i don really like the tandori chicken(smth liddat), should have really got teriyaki chicken or cheese steak.

well, today was a day of clearing the air. it's good, really good. the sorting out and going back in time has help me notice the things of my immaturity in the past. but all's over now. older and tad bit wiser. hah!

age seems to have catch up with me. somehow i think im going deaf, there's like this blob of thing in my eardrum i think. it kinda hurt when i blow my nose. oh sigh.

i kinda wish i don have to take any major exams this year. i want it to be a year of slacking.

2009-01-04T07:10:00.000-08:00

Today's sermon really drilled the thought of relying on God in my head in the new year of c.h.a.n.g.e. i thought maybe i should write this down in my blog so perhaps when i read back my archives in the later part of the year, i will still be reminded that i should always lean on God and not do things according to my own wills and perspective which i tend to unknowingly. especially so in this financial meltdown, may everyone continue to seek God first and not just depend on head knowledge.

First post of 2009!

2009-01-04T06:11:00.000-08:00

HAH! this is my first post for 2009! so far, so good. it's the 4th today and life goes on as usual anyway.

so while everyone starts school on the 2ndJan! the marharkers(full attendance man!) went out after each and everyone of us were done with school in the morning, and of cos, dance just had to fall on that day.

so just anyway, we decided to go to lilliput for minigolf which was at east coast and along the way there, we had this huge confusion whether big splash is near macs, near ski360, near parkway or wherever it should be. hahahhaa, and being as aunty and loud as ever, i shouted for help from the bus uncle. muahahahah!

as usual let the pictures do the talking.

First and foremost let me introduce the golfers!
captions will be at the bottom of each picture.

clockwise : jacq, zh, yours truly, huzzy, chong, eddie, tiang

on the way to lilliput, i think the beach is a really pretty place.

this changi airport was the first station and it killed my life. cos i swung the putt for 3 times and i still missed the ball. then i hitted it so hard that it flew and it took me like 18 shots to reach the hole! im so lousy man!

this was the second station and of cos i did improve! hahahah!

chong and i with the merlion! muahahahaha, it is at the last station!

chong, tiang, me!!!

our putt and balls! heees i like my ball >.<

ball washer! -_-

OUCH! im stepping on the crocodile!

THE MARHARKERS! stupid zhenghui just had to cover the hippos!

obviously acting cute...

this mrt thing can move!! it actually bring ur ball to one place to another. kinda cool!

me, jacq and tiang

the sun was so glaring that we could see our reflection!

i think this is the prettiest photo of the day, it isn easy to capture a sun's ray i guess.

tiang trying to act cute! LOL!

the shadow of the day! teeheehaa!

xl the photographer trying to capture the ray!

the four princesses! hahahaha!

Marharkers, at the last station! completed the whole journey of 18 stations!

on the way HOME sweet HOME! i took 76 home and walked! i actually walked a bus stop or two home! hahaha. the minigolf is deinitely a place to go for first timers with a big group of friends. its the laughters and smiles that made it fun, in all honesty, cos it's quite price like 15 bucks in total for a person so it would be nice for a whole group of frens to hogg the place.

sigh, i was the overall loser! hahahahahaha, seriously!!

2008-12-31T08:51:00.000-08:00

It's officially the 31st of December. this marks the very last day of 2008! soon-to-be a whole new year tmr. that also means it's time to do the A levels in a few months time. but anyway, for those who feels like there's something they really have to tell the person they love, do so, before this year ends. then again, with every end, there's a new beginning.

since this is the official last entry of the year, it's time to spill out each and every word i have to say before the new year begins.

well first and foremost, i wanna give thanks to every positive and negative things that God has put in my way this year. whether i had found it annoying or glad or was upset or cheerful over it, im pretty sure i have grown a tad bit wiser than the last. God has worked miraculously over the months in my life, who can i be more thankful for.

Secondly, the people that stood by me rain or shine.

i must present, the MFG! hahahahaha, what stupid name. the KUKUS!

5 reasons why i love them.

These four dudress are probably

1)the only friends in school that would never betray you, in all perfect honesty! because they laugh, cry, fail exams, don do tutorials together, pon lectures, so on and so forth all tgt with me!

2)the only people who will gang up all together among themselves and prank me!

3)only people who will know your address, go into your house without telling you they are already there and stuffed themselves with all the food

4)of cos the only people you go overseas and have to buy souveneirs back or they will kill you.

5)crazy people who adds extra ingredients into recipes.

thanks people for all these years. the sixth year and out final year being together. love you guys loads!

Thirdly,

i proudly present to you...

ClubMoriah!

this is one group of youth who has give me much much joy on my saturdays and sundays. this year-end holiday has been a great time for me to bond and fellowship with them. Youthconference, youth camps, caroling, stayovers has been certainly wonderful and awesome with these people around. I enjoyed every bit of it very much. In this new year, may CM continue to grow ever soo intimately and closely with the Lord.

of cos there are many others who i may truly thankful for, esp those from mf to ny. anyway this post is getting kinda long winded.

then again, i spent the 30thDec(supposedly to do econs proj) but ended up, with the kukus, reminiscing over secondary school days, OBS, sec3 camp, cca and yadaa daa.

hahahahaha, i actually miss chem prac in lab with yuki. i miss mixing all the leftover solutions into many many beakers and then one fine day wx got scolded by the lab technician cos that lady thought it was her who made the mess and i got away all fine. of cos there were days i got scolded too. hahahahah.

hahahaha. and i rmb how we had sec3camp and angelinetoh flew up cos she belayed zhihui i think. and wx and i thought we saw a ghost and alarmed deb and doreen who were near us. and the next day we went back there and found out its a rock. twoinkz!

and of cos the usual people who never do their homework irregardless of whose homework it was. of cos that included me and distinct others were bezner, fir, zhenghui, wanxing, yuki. and if im not wrong, there were huiwen and junhong. hahahaha, what memories and some others will join us occasionally. wahlao, im really so lazy coming to think of it. and we had mr ang who particularly wasn so nice to me and i remembered he gave hoho lots of minor offence in the stupid yellow book.

and yuki the pon-sch queen. hahahahahahahahahah and we wrote so many excuse letters that yoyo had to tell us to stop it. and yoyo scolded the class when half the class decided to pon during national day celebration.

so many more that were really hilarious and classic. how time flies. it's another year. and the kukus had a good laugh! (:

oh really, what memories we had...

this post is dedicated to YUKI-chan!

2008-12-29T06:26:00.000-08:00

KAAYUUUUU!!! here's your photos. more to come babe(:

like the sea breeze

2008-12-28T03:05:00.000-08:00

the year's coming to an end. it's time to do some self-reflection and come up with new resolution for the new year. time to give thanks to the Lord for his goodness. just means, it's time for thanksgiving.

2008 has given me my fair share of the rollar coaster ride. things like the change of school environment, change of friends, change of hangouts, change of this and that has taught me to adjust, to crawl out of my comfort zone. but one thing that hasn change is that God has always been faithful. i have gained many and lost many in just this year, but it has taught me patience and love.

i shall do a more detailed reflection on the 31st.

damm regret

2008-12-27T07:00:00.001-08:00

i feel nothing more than stupid. gross inside more than it can contain.

anyway, went out with chengdong on a friday afternoon! hahahahahahah. borders calenders were having discount. then went to cine to eat soft shell crab pasta at shokudo. and attempted to do some work at GJ but failed. so decided to go down to bishan to cut hair and stuff liddat.

2008-12-26T04:42:00.000-08:00

those words that we spilled out last night.

was it,
just a form of entertainment?
a way to boast our ego?
for self satisfaction?
for the attention?

were those,
words without serious intention?
words with superficial meaning?

or was it
the personal truth.

G.L.A.M.O.R.O.U.S

2008-12-25T07:40:00.000-08:00

we're flying first class.
the sleepers @ yt's place.

lots of smileyss! (:

trying to act different from the usual!

looking pretty as ever! (: (with makeup) me and yuk!
just as pretty as always (: without makeup!

tadaaaaa!

sherrie and joy!

the night crawlers at the kitchen cooking instant meegoreng!

Merry Christmas! it's 4 minutes till christmas is over. but christmas this year is different from the other years.

My white christmas!

spent christmas eve evening caroling. it was pretty promish with everyone with makeup and stuff. and almost everyone looks different but pretty and sweet. we were having a wonderful time in the bus singing alongside with Joash and Menshing playing the guitar. i think the caroling went really well(: after caroling, CM went over to yaoting's house for sleepover. we're having so much fun playing Wii!(it's my first time playing Wii) and cooking instant noodles, playing pingpong and talking and stuff liddat.

woke up on christmas day playing more Wii HSM, tennis! hahahah. and pinponging! then down to thomsonplaza. the claypot chicken rice is noooo good! please do not eat it for your own pleasure. hahah. then chilled at Starbucks and homed!

a blessed christmas everyone.

PS, do not wish me meery christmas at 11.59pm on 25thdec like my dearest chengdong, it's confusing. hahah!

Happy boxing day everyone!

i dreamt of you again

2008-12-22T20:57:00.001-08:00

last night, i dreamt of you again. how action packed it was. still, i remember the small details of the unreality. this reminds me you should be back soon. when and when, i will try not to notice.

then again, love is currently not in my dictionary. for now.

funny how you reach seventeen and all the relatives that you haven seen for a long time starts asking if you are seeing someone. and when any age younger than seventeen means you are not ready and blah blah blah. and how you tell them no, and nobody believes. and it makes it worse when you have a brother who do the opposite. kabish! im seventeen and im not ready, p.l.e.a.s.e tell your mummy(S) to kindly stop asking. meow!!!

Early Christmas Special

2008-12-22T20:48:00.000-08:00

Christmas celebration on 21st sunday!

and all the smileys!

all in blacksss!

the G3! muahahahahahaha

clubmoriah with covenant players!

ahhh and huggs!

thanks babes for your pressies! i like the boxers, charms!

after christmas service at HAC, went back home for the kukus celebration! the 4 of them came over to my place to start preparing the dinner first. what a splendid meal. hee, and wx i love your cupcakes and gingerbreadman! i don care, i want it for my birthday! ahahaha! chanel bought stingray :) i like!

afterwhich we ripped our presents!! i haven took any pictures, but i did guess right bout the slipper and bag! hahaha, anw, the dudes bought me a billabong slipper and billabong tatami mat for picnic that was fitted in nicely in a transparent bag plus a ducky note pad and xl handmade a pair of earrings for yours truly. thankyou guys!

dudes, hope you guys love your presents and use it well!

of cos, sleepover means staying up late till we cant dong anymore. we played monopoly which got a bit boring and switched to uno and pokkacards and scrabbles. hahahah. and cant take it anymore at 3 plus that we went to bed.. ahhh!

the rest had to leave early for sch and stuff the next day so they left abt 11. but nice and awesome wx stayed and help me bathed fluffy! fluff fluff is soooo clean now. and we brought her to the playground and took many many pictures of her using the vivitar. zomg, fluffy the superstar! haa.

and at night, went for lalalallalalalallalal(carolling prac) i cant sing for nuts! >.<

spinning around in circles.

2008-12-19T08:30:00.000-08:00

i realised that i reallyx1000000 need to start concentrating on my Econs proj!!

walked, and more walking.

i am looking forward to sunday(: be it for christmas celebration at church or the sleepover.

to my kukus: i am really excited, i hope my guess is correct.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAH!

hello babysss!

2008-12-15T07:04:00.000-08:00

hello fellows, im back but i will be away for youthcamp from 16-19dec

sleepover at charms! 13thdec.

yuks think i look cute here! she looks really kukumalu! hahah!

!the happy people x)while yuks tried to scare charms, she forgot, there's smth behind her!

thy sleepers!

hey guys, aint you touched??!! do i hear a YES?! i actually remembered you people!! if you guys are going to watch the fireworks during the newyear eve, do check out if you can see your names on the balloons! heeeheee, i will be displayed on that day! i know you people are smiling now rights! awwwwwww.

me and yuks do rmb 4E!!! we tried to think of 4E's iconic symbol but apparently we couldn think of anything cepts zh muscle man which is ugly as ever. and being us as unartistic as always, the muscleman seems abit euuuuwwwwwwwwwwwwwishhhhhh.

so pretty right!! let me narate the whole story! we were in the train from payalebar heading toward bukitbatok. in the train there was this girl who was drawing random people who was sleeping. of cos we were pretty excited and we want her to draw us. so being mousyy timid as ever, only vivi the courageous and brave soul braced herself up and wrote her a note. and she drew a portrait of from left: Joy, Yuk and Yours truly. ahahhahahaha! im so honoured!

us@ astons(specialities) and we saw vickyy!

clubmoriah mafias!! men in b l a c k!

girls from clubmoriah who went for youthconference(:

walking past, missing by

2008-12-09T05:21:00.000-08:00

caught waiting because i want to,
and it's beautiful,
i say that feeling was indescribable.
the times that i have slipped by you,
so many, so uncountable.
are there times that we didn notice?
so unrealistic, so unbelievable.
i dont want to mingle in that crowd,
i dont want to lose you in that corner.
but, so impossible.

2008-12-07T09:09:00.000-08:00

lazy sunday.
basically slacked at home then went to rafflestownclub in the evening.
zomg, i feel really tired these few day. need more amount of sleep.
tried to do the holiday assignments but are rather unsuccessful, not suprise anw.
4 more weeks of holiday till school reopens. i feel emotionally burdened by all my workloads. goshh.

i wanna do more swimming, it makes me a whole lot happier inside. and i wanna get a underwater camera!! then i can take pictures when i go swimming with my frens. that would be so awesome isn'it. hahahaha, hinthint people!!!! lol!

anw, i baked cheesecake for my dad's bdae on friday. being me, as usual, i didn notice that the receipe stated the degree of the oven in F!! zomg! im am freaking careless and dumb! ga-bishhh no wonder the cake is terribly burnt.. okay, a bit burned! hahahahaha.

thy high, jump higher

2008-12-04T23:06:00.000-08:00

happy happy holiday!

dance in the morning was superb tiring but good cos i felt lighter. mmm, mentally. hahahahah. lyrical dance is getting better (: went to meet xl and rach after that for GJ! been tad long man! i realise it's always raining when im going to town for GJ, i wonder why.

hearts GJ, Voltage with lotsa chocolate sauce, thymuacks! >.<

xl trying to be OHSOartistic! the toliet at basement Heeran is awesomelly pretty!

zomg, another shot from xl!

anw, it was totally caffeine OD ytd. we drank GJ like at 3 plus and after shopping at heeran till ard 630, we were walking down STARBUCKS lane!!! GUESS WAD?!! they were giving out free coffee from 5-7pm cos it was the christmas open house! any flavour in the house! we were contemplating initially, was like want or don want since we already had a regular drink at GJ, plus i drank VOLTAGE! after that we went la, free what right. ok, the point is, we decided to try out the christmas flavour, since it's supposedly free (you see, we made a donation to salvation army), so not exactly FOC ok, we're nice people. xl and i ordered DARKCHERRYMOCHA and rach got the TOFFEEsmth

THE CHRISTMAS SPECIALS ARE FABOULICIOUS!

US, so happy and high after all the coffee intake in mere hours! LOL!

as a result, i couldn sleep in the night and still feel energetic now:)

2008-12-04T08:47:00.000-08:00

the stranger,
he/she creeps behind in the dark.

far and almost apart,
soft and almost unspoken
closer to you, he wears this facade.

i know you recognize those lies.
therefore, the reason you wouldn trust,
unless the stranger proves it otherwise.
or else,
the distance btwn both will always be miles apart.
then, now, so on and ever.
one day, this will get it clear across to the stranger.

when the stranger speaks,
he/she knows you more than a person.
he/she personifies you.
almost as if, anything could be everything

of course, the stranger holds no gender,
nor any image to you.
for, reality destroy fantasies.

till then,

love,
me.

Day2

2008-12-03T04:53:00.000-08:00

Taiwan Day 2

yeliu stone park! love the sea!

awwwww, how natural. captured w/o knowing!

JUMPSHOTS!!!

the queen's head!

jiufen! i like this picture. so vintage!

jiufen!

thy best smellytofu ever!!!

2008-12-02T06:36:00.000-08:00

Taiwan Nov19-Nov26 2008

Day 1

Flight to Taiwan at 805 T1, chinaairline is good okay! bcos it's from taiwan and not china. muahahahahha

Taipei101: what a tall building!! i ate kfc at taipei101, i kinda like the brown sugar eggtart!

mister doonutss >.<

mister donutttt >.<

Protest area, so cool right. all the students will camp there and have long writings on huge papers!

lovers'bridge. beautiful scenery.

looking over the bridge! fisherman wharf!

danshui old street

their common "pasar malam" game

2008-12-02T04:13:00.000-08:00

fluffy's birthday!

Chanel's birthday, 1st dec 2008! happy 17 dude!

nice night shot!>.<

being as usual retard and funny and ToyRus! favourite hang out place ever! always!! wx the furdog ok for christmass!! >.<>

yours truly, being just myself. oh.so.silly.mee!

what will i be not acting stupid for a day?!

steamboat steamboat and novenaville!! :))) cheap and reasonably ok (food wise) but i puked last night! idk why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

eclair! nice nice nice, i like x)) so chocotyy!

chanel and her cream puff!

heee, looks like a pumpkin!

happy birthday, hope u enjoyed ur lychee cake!

none of that, more of nothing

2008-11-29T20:46:00.000-08:00

we see the different individuals,
most float by you,
but some slow down their pace.
there's some that comes close in a second and are gone the next minute.
yet some stick as close as forever
but what's forever you ask,
forver ... it
can be a year, 2 or 3 just how you define it for now.

yesterday was fluffy's bdae
officially a year old.
and the best thing tt ever happened in my entire life,
thou i hated her when she poop everywhere in the hse.
but what will i be w/o her?

i have random thoughts now and then.
i wanna do many things this december.
it's december but my life is more packed than ever.

back for good

2008-11-28T06:41:00.000-08:00

back from taiwan, the most awesome place ever to shop (apart from japan)

had econs proj meeting today!
a total failure cos we felt superb slacky
like ugggghhh, it's suppose to be the holidays!!
why in the world is there econs?!?!!!!! PW!!!!!!!

anw, i mapled ytd at nicole's lan shop(her place)
and it took me like 3 years to become lvl44! like since sec2eoy!
hahahaha, i still rmb how i used to play maple during O's and even during days when i have paper the next day. super addictive esp monster carnival.

been watching gossipgirls lately. i do not like vanessa. blabsss! >.< i love dan!!!!!!!!! (:

i wanna subscribe to chnl v! it's super addictive . i think wo ai hei she hui and mo fan ban ban tang is coool. i like such variety shows, not like the ones in singapore. shit i think my hanyupingyin sucks!!!! ayeeeeeee.

dance ytd was hais. cant rmb my steps, cant seems to get it right. i feel emotionally dots~!

on a lighter note, getting my quad cam galaxy tmr. i shld be a bit happier righties!

cheerios dude, have to wake up at 8 tmr morn...

2008-11-18T15:22:00.000-08:00

hello world,
i am at the airport now with stupid xinlin beside me saying "oei"
hahaha, cheng dong!!!! how's fluffy???
OOKKKK!! HOW ARE YOU??!?!?!?!?!!
anyway, if you lose fluffy i am going to sever all ties with you!!!
RAHHHHHH!!!
rmb not to bring her to bishan park or my bro will kill you!!!
hahahahahaha!!
anyway, take care when ur mama is not around. i know chuck(not chuck B.) will drive you NUTSS!!! wahahahahahahahahahahahaha
anyway, i gtg, the gate is opening soon.
"i know you love me, xoxo"

2008-11-17T05:45:00.000-08:00

went out with xl today to do our hair and went to vivo to get her canon powershot E1!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

pictures of the day!
i dunno what im doing manzzzzz +.+

shoesss!!

checkout the pokka dots and leopard prints. teehee!

ohsopretty! :D

hats again!!! <3

bwahhahahahahahah!

yah man! we rock!

bought a camera for only 35 bucks and it can take 4 shots in a sec, one one frame. im so happyyy!! here come my lomo camera! shall post pictures when i get the camera!!!

2008-11-15T06:57:00.000-08:00

it's been a long time,
there was a confirmation between you and me,
that level of certainty was enough.

till then, i had always waited eagerly,
but now,
i don't take notice of such stuff anymore.

that last phone call,
make it the last time i'll ever shut you up.
we have been. too simple.

2008-11-14T22:32:00.000-08:00

fairytale, nothing more than a dream

it's finally the holidays :)
and 5 more days to taiwan :)
im sure im gonna gain a lot of wg man! ):

lots of work to complete. ugh, school is a killer manz!

2008-11-13T05:16:00.000-08:00

this was taken after A level chinese which was on 30/10/2008! but dear me, who is so lazy will only blog now!

met yuki-san after the chinese paper and went to vivo to catch HSM3! chinese was tough, but wadeva!! i like SHAR-PEI!!! hahahahahah, not that dog breed btw!

us@ toyRus!

FIGHT ONNNN!!! ONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!

dumb xl, dunno whad she doing man!

i won! victory is mine! what a dumb pose!

us, halloweeennyyyy! :)

CHOOOO CHOOOO!!

xl too big, cant fit herself in!

yuki and chong around the world in 80DAYS!

me, yuk and chong! on top of the globe! :/

chong wanna eat up the hamsters. she's a hamivour!

RILAKUMMMMMAA :D

so cutttee :D me not rilakuma nor cheng!

heehee :/

rilakuma LAND!

2008-11-12T06:35:00.000-08:00

after AvenueQ on 3rd november! im not gonna promote or do any review on AvenueQ cos it's no longer in singapore i think. okay, maybe in short, it is quite interesting (yes, very vague), entertaining and lotsa SEX! the point of having this post is to upload the beautiful moments captured or else i will be murdered in minutes! :D

chong and i @ FOX!

artistic right?!! by the green tea lover, chanel!

us w/o stupid chanel @ TOPSHOP!

nice furry boots that made my legs looked shorter than ever!

chanel being an idiot! xP!

me and rach being random!

chong and i look good right?!? heehee!

all of us, with cheng tornado-ing! wad was she doing huh?! as kiasu as ever, cant wait to get outta the lift. -_-""

singapore flyer!! we went up to the top of the world! yeah right!

beautiful scenery!

whooooshhh!

2008-11-11T05:03:00.000-08:00

this is a belated halloween post!

night safari pictures. it's taking forever to upload, so i will just show some. =) night safari with the dudes were a blastx) so freaked out that i grabbed chengdong's arms the whole duration! she said i like to mo mo (touch touch) here and there!!! like im some perv or what huh?!! but the walk is really scary okay! should have dressed up right chanel!!!! =(

STOP ANIMAL ABUSE! hahahahah, the animals are really kawaiiiii-ne!

this is US, the dudes! the dare-devils!

BAAAAAHH!!! scarecrows cant scare us away!!

on the GHOST tram @11PM! MUAHAHAHAHAH!

inside the GLOW IN THE DARK SHOP!

beware!! BE WARENED!!! EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED!

chanel tryingg to be emo!! FAILED!!

sexy!! *.*

butcher chicken?? with rachel!

hee, we're wicked! beware!

little red riding hood (devilish version?!)

US! the dudes with dracula!!! >.<

they hor, trying to wake up the spirits up!! chiang chiang chiang****!

HALLOOWEEEENNNN! PUMPKINN!!

night safari!! >.<

ps: im so happy, there's a pets lover shop @ amk!!!

we'll never need to win,

2008-11-08T08:17:00.001-08:00

im feeling super tired, i think it's bcos i have been sleeping darn late these few nights. all cos of fated to love you. practically chasing the drama cos before promos when i tried to watch the first few episodes, i felt uber guilty when i don study. so now since i have the luxury of time, then yeah, chiong the show like there's no tomorrow!

there's still one more week of school! cant wait to escape from singapore, to taiwan!! (: lalalala, im so happy cos chengdong can look after fluffyGOH! God's grace yeah! so relieved that i don have to consider sending my dog to a borading house or worry my maid will forget to take her out to walk or eat or shit cos dearest chengdong mama allow fluffy to stay at their house. wheeee (: life's soooo goood!

i have plenty of photos in my camera manzzzzzzzzzzzzz! toooots! must start sending people photo albums soon!!

and my bro reaccepted Christ today! (: im so happy for him manzzzzz!!!!!!

before youth today, went to meet YUKI-san for lunch. while crossing the road to hub, i thought i saw chanel, but it wasn chanel, just someone who dressed like chanel (with a hoodie and a cap) and i wanted to walk up to tap on her shoulder until i noticed that the not chanel person's very fair leg and realised chanel aint that fair to be chanel! then after lunch i really saw chanel ok!!! but she was buay song with me cos i didn go for the mftraining today, partly cos i felt really pukish and of cos i was really tired~ i will go the next time lurhhhh! (:

taiwan seems to be a very hot tourism spot. i went to the library twice to get the taiwan guidebook but to no avail! aahh-bishh! maybe i should reserve the book right!

need new contact lenses! babyyyy! cant wait till i turn like 25! i will defo do LASIK!!!!

love is a game you cant win,

2008-11-07T08:18:00.000-08:00

another year to go guys! im so glad, so glad that we made it through.
another year together at least. thank God!
during mid-year exam, with those veryshitty results, it seems so impossible to actually promote, but we eventually did it! chengdong don have to take CLB! isnt it great?!!!!! see her smiling away man!!
cheers with tears(of JOY) eveyone! (:

i wont find a solution to win,
i don have to win.

blabberis!

2008-10-27T05:02:00.001-07:00

alright dudes, i have posted 5 posts today, thus i am going to do chinese now. i will post the halloween night at night safari on halloween day itself! so tadaa! BUH-BYES!

potential bakers!

2008-10-27T04:42:00.000-07:00

this baking thing took place after lit paper !!!
people coop your pictures now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

me, getting ready to bake! =D

tell me about it! a mountain of FLOUR!!
frantic, frantic!!

machinery makes things progress faster than ever!

xl showing off her talent! SCRAP!!!!the PROS! trying to help the mixer to progress to greater hts!

here is the result after the mixer had done its job!

looks like.. uhmm!

YAY! end results!

brownies! this is instant, don get fooled by the chio appearance!

after this we watched "one missed call" and OH NO I CANT REMEMBER!! anw, it's a horror movie with a guy's name. i think it's johnny, eh no. i think it's peter! ahhh, i have no idea la!

but anw i think after all these years, i am so immuned to horror movies that i don scream anm. wadsoever. i still remember the times in sec 1 and 2, where, siling, lixin, wanxing, xinlin, rachel, yuki, nicole, chanel, amy, and i donno who else came to watch horror movies. i think i rmb suhailah comingto watch pontianak. that was the scariest movie and the most people who came to watch!

i think we watched shows like chunky, some thai horror movies, the jap ones, and koreans ones! eyeeeeeeeee!!!! the worst is those indo ones!

and i remember once i didn watch with them cos i had dance and they went to watch SAWIV w/o meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! =(

LOL! nice remembering the times where they would come over to my house and rock the house down! LOL! it's funny thinking back okay! we were so innocent then! now leh!!! we are so immune to such supernatural stuff that we would go for the GHOST TRAM to freak ourself out in the middle of the night at 11pm! into the jungle to meet the fake supernaturals!

then, such purity!

fun, fun, FUN!

2008-10-27T04:27:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY X-TRA LARGE!

LOVE the fish and the mushroom soup! xD and for only 9.90!

then went over to spot light. chanel had to leave early, thus no pictures of chanel!

anyway, see the annoying figure btwn me and cheng. brrrrrr!

AIR HOSTESS!! and the dumb pilot!

AHHAHAHAH!!!, I AM THE MAN!

i cant landscape this, i have no idea why!!!

HAHAHHA!, she dared me to do this!!!

went to PS! ahhhh, shouldn have thrown away all the legos and the disney stuff man!! checkout all the toy outlets at the cinema level. totally should just kong my head man!! rahhhhh!!

daiso again. heehee. bought more seasoning and stuff for my dog. YUPP! i love the dog more than my frens. and thats what they all say, which is totally not true.

2008-10-27T04:14:00.000-07:00

TOTALLY LOSTT!!

@the bus stop for so long that we aint able to get back to sch on time.

AHHH, where is 156?!!!!

here it is! LOST!

TOTALLY LOST!

this is yiochukang rd at serangoon area. right up is UPPTHOMSON rd, AMK ave1 and HOUGANGave2.

totally confused and lost that we went to camp at the nearby prata house to wait for the rain to get smaller, while we played "i HAVE;"

the FAMOUS ones;

2008-10-27T03:57:00.000-07:00

HAPPY DEEPAVALI! whheeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
last week was a real hectic week okay!
the point is, i was so tired when i got home each day that i just bathed and went to bed immediately!

i cant exactly remember what went on the last whole week. but i still do remember going to MANHATTAN FISH' MARKET on dearest XINLIN'S BIRTHDAY!!!

and friday, we went NIGHT SAFARI!!!! HALLOWEEENNN!!!

now now now, i remembered being lost in YIOCHUKANG, PHILIPS AVE, SERANGOON NORTH AVE 1 on wednesday!?!!!! the dudes and i were at the bus-stop surronded with private estate, with HDB flats at a distance away. and i thought yiochukang was supposed to be near my house where YIOCHUKANG mrt station is, THUS i never knew there was a yiochukang near serangoon. which is LOL?!!!! for my entire life, i never knew yiochukang had such long long stretch of road. nnnnooooobbbbb! i still cant figure out, how did they link yiochukang mrt all the way to yiochukang RD!

seriously, what an eventful week!

sigh, i am screaming a lot in this post. please count the number of exclamation marks yo!

that kept me going,

2008-10-27T03:54:00.000-07:00

the things i had done upon my own selfishness.

i had settled and unsettled.
i had stayed but left.
i had created a mountain outta a molehill.

and all that i did, was to be able to hide away.

don't stress;

2008-10-17T07:38:00.000-07:00

let's start with something presentable before moving on to something really horrifying!

Be prepared! especially those with high blood pressure. not suitable for the weak hearts.

we're mad, insane, irrational, deranged, demented. basically cuckooooo!!

did this cuckoooish thinggy yesterday during pw since we didn have much too edit. finally and thankfully we are finished with WR! so fast lehhh, suddenly all the complains on how wr is irritating, annoying and bullshitty doesn make much sense now, doesn feel like we had actually finished up wr! brrrr.

OP slides done. left THE SCRIPT(s). hahahahah! our scripts! i must remember to send to xl!!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhh, i will never eat KFC AGAIN! apparently, my dad told me that they bred chicken using chemicals in labatory and so the chickens have no feathers. =.= and that's why if you notice, KFC is no longer uses kentucky fried chicken as their trademark or something like that. oh nooooo. today will be the last time i eat kfc chickenssssssss.

tried the new icekachiinnngg shop next to master donut ate AMK today. i think the chocoicekachinggg is quite nice. worth the money tooo. ONLY $2 with 4 toppings. where to find such gooodyy deal?!

i never had such a nice, sweet afternoooon nap for a long time ever since august or somewhere around there. slept for 3 hours straight, that i even thought i had to prepare to go to school when i woke up! sillyme. but i dreamt of the weirdddest thing ever. ohgosh! x(

2008-10-15T05:59:00.000-07:00

terrible chinese results, 0,0,0!! but look closely!! chengdong and i got 12 for the previous section! so fluctuating! brrrrrrr!!
OBS leaf, rmb rmb?! hahaha, i miss OBS! miss rockclimbing, canoeinig, quarry swimming, hiking, mass shitting, mass peeeing, mass digging! i miss OBS!

blessed by the Lord.
promos results were out today.
results were far better than expected. actually i expected to do better for econs and lit, but wadtheever!! i should be contented since this is the first time, the only time that i passed all subjects! other than the tests in term 3. so i wanna give thanks to the Lord for he really did brought me through the very hard times and i wouldn be able to do it if not for the many encouragement from friends. keep having faith people!

thou there's still additional of 40%, i really do hope, things will just be as good. im certain that we'll be fine, since we have travelled so far, what's abit more, yupps. we'll be just okay!

dentist.ikea.alexandrafoodvillage after school. claypot laksa is the love. awwwwww, love the sugar cane as well which was only $1!! super duper cheapppp!! bought ang ku kueh also! peanut and durian! it's really good!

change my braces colour to a lighter shade of lavender, i like! :D

ikea swedish meatball and hotdog rocks! ughhhh, so much so much so much food today!
bought a red colour towel from ikea. pretty in red. heee. i wanna go ikea to buy more furnitures!

today is great. yesterday was great too.
GJ cocoa loco and coldstorage sushi is uberrish good! we love people watching, don't we? hee.
i want my fossil watch!! i want my fossil watch x100!! my 14 years of swatch is dying. turing red to brown, really, not joking.

i live for fooooooooodd! yippppeeees!

funky as ever!

2008-10-13T06:13:00.000-07:00

i have finally done it right. i didn expect it to happen, but it did. just when i thought i will never get a chance to do it anymore last friday, miracles do happen sometimes. and for once, i did it. my first and my last. thanks. I know we will remember this day.

I am constantly trying to remind myself that I should not despair!

Written Report complete :D all smile!

so anyway, Had BOTAKJONES today! so happy, i love my Cajun chicken + cheese Potato + fries!! tender meat. slurps! strawberry cake and strawberry iceblend was OISHIII!!! HAHAHAH! silly me made a fool of myself thou, by telling the aunty i wanted ichigo ice blended cos before that i was before playing around with the dudes.

xinlin, thanks!

2008-10-12T06:47:00.001-07:00

I must say,the rainbow gave me hope, renewed my faith and keeps me going.

baby, i saw it coming

2008-10-09T09:20:00.000-07:00

we have grown!!!!!

prettier, i hope =)))

30/05/2007 super toot, i don even wanna put up the sec3 pic!

15/11/2007 yellowwyyyyyy bad camerraa!

23/01/2008 hahah, progressing....

28/06/2008 =))

i am certain, we have grown much more presentable over the years.

purposely chose the ones dated years ago that are superb ugly to see the progression!
this is all for personal grooming. haha!

i had school today! :)

we had some post exam activities.
it was as usual, boring.
cept, the "last dialogue session" was interesting
and off to GJ. decided to try cocoa loco today!
having too much voltage gave me a terrible sorethoart.

out with XL and JOEY!
Had voltage at GJ yesterday as well! so lovely, and we saw sokwun with her boyfriend.
LOL! this is my third time this year seeing her outside! -_-!!!!!
i got two shorts yesterday! really really happy lah! and it was on discount, so i saved a lot.
yeahhhh, i knowww,
the rest must be thinking,
i'm like super auntyyyy right??!!! not the first time being so auntyyyyyy anw.

coldstorage have the best wasabisalmonmaki! and only $2.80!!! plus they gave me cold ice in case my sushii turns bad on the way home. so goooood right. betya' wont get such awesome service in ntuc ok! coldstorage is the BEST!

oh, the J2s are graduating tmr. the sec4s too i suppose. it really doesn feel very much like a year. and my life hasn changed much in anyway. my super kuku auntiesssssss are still the same three dudes. just some friends have become more distant than before (it is expected) and some things will change in a few months time. the most important thing for now, i don` want to know the pressurizing stuffs that are going to come up and of course i hope you don' drop a bomb on me again (as and when) and tell me you were serious about what you said that day. cos' i don think i will be able to take it when i ha thoroughly prepared myself over the last few months (mentally and emotionally) that some things will not happen. i don' want some things to happen, though i am still convincing myself to not want it to happen, do not come near. you, back off. that's the irony.

i must update about tuesday tomorrow!!!
i must remember to get the photos from xl!!!

2008-10-01T23:10:00.000-07:00

and i hope this remains very personal to both.

i am craving for voltage, GJ anyone? all Rachel's fault.
i am craving for raw prawns, suki again anyone? all Chanel's fault

Tuesday was great!
painted skin was awesome! Singaporeans are waking up earlier. haahaa, the cinema was quite packed at 1040am! zomg, Tuesday was the earliest and will be the earliest time i will wake up for the rest of the week.
then to sukisushi! marvellecious! i ate 3plates of amaebi (the raw prawn) !!! i would have ate more if my stomach didn failed me.
i bought fluff's toothbrush and it def wasn easy brushing her teeth!
and gloriajeans! the cake was at 50% off so we tried obscenity cake!
i think i gained many many many kgs this week.

sigh, i shall go now to venture further for greater expectations.
(this line doesn make much sense)

and to the one who smsed me at 0400 last night, glad you're cherishing the people around you.