it just occur to me that everyone are getting very pretty much emotional now. i would like to understand so many things, but oh wells. some things just don really matter. with all the pressure and loads of stress, im not very much suprised with all the recent happenings, after all humans are self-centered people. pretty much self-conceited, selfish which means all the same thing.

went for geography today after sch, and ms faridah said something about certificates-character, but i dun see it happening among us singaporeans. must singapore bring up morale education to a higher depth of learning before everyone of us learn to understand and be more aware of other's feeling. are we that arrogant? or that ignorant?

just so you know.

the moon is very round and glowy. it reminds me of moon cake festival. eh, moon cake festival is around the corner. that's fast, this year has past so fast, i could barely catch hold of time. i can eat my lotus and yam mooncakes soon. this makes me elated.

we had career path planning today, and my adament decision of going to a JC has suddenly faded away. im stuck in between JC and POLY! dammit. i have media and communication, banking and finance and NYJC to brood over which to pick. but first, i have to score at least a 11 for L1R4 and L1R5, to secure a place in either the instituition. =(( im getting so affected with my speech nowadays, so concern over each and every pronunciation.

and i really want to be a banker. but why does everyone thinks im joking here? urgh, on the other hand, i want to work in the media, or maybe as an artistic director, or maybe a teacher, yet maybe i should just dance for this lifetime.