Wednesday, April 25, 2007 @ 8:01 AM
you came right into my heart and made me happy when my life was turning into a complete boredom. but you crashed it all by showing me those incorrigible act of yours. i never did want you to turn out these way. when i saw the way you reacted infront of your friends, it was something that made me couldn believe my naked eyes. i was so used to seeing that innocent side of yours, that now, you have seemed to become an overnight stranger to me. it has been months since things are over, and i know i should have long forgotten you and place you aside. i tried and had failed, many times. it was just so difficult for me to treat as if nothing has ever happened in my life. i thought of ways to numb my feelings, its was like a total nightmare. like before, you told me you love me, but how am i suppoose to believe that. you are jus not who you are anymore. 'i love you' has seems to come out of your mouth so inconsiderly, whether you really meant it anot, i was just ardous to tell. keeping up with your pace has made me totally haggard. sometimes i yearn that i would stop trying to learn more about you.
you can really make me laugh and cry at the same time. only you could. and sometimes i wonder, why is it that you have taken control of my life? only your smile can keep my sadness away, at the same time, only your actions will keep my sadness on my face. where`s that child i used to know.?
i guess its all starting inside me again. i still love you.
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