Wednesday, June 17, 2009 @ 11:14 AM
i wanna make this summer longer,
been long, and today im gonna rattle quite a lot about my June Hols.
But first. Have you ever thought what it is like losing a loved one? I am not refering to current-lovers, friends but family members that watched you grow since the day you were born. I am thinking about it now and it hurts. It hurts trying to deny the truth that nothing is wrong when everything has gone wrong. It's even more painful watching someone degenerating and not being able to help. It's worse when you pretend not to care and only pricks you more when you're putting up a brave front, the only one thinking all will be all right.
Today i kept probbing even when my friend said that it didn mean anything at all. am i supposed to trust the words? or continue to be on my guard?
Sentosa with the dudes. after all the whining and much talking about going to the beach one day, we finally made our way down today (: chao-tah like red lobster, nose going to peel soon and can still feel the sand and heat on me. happy that i took a few pictures with my bbf, im going to finish the second roll soon. i wanna compact gundum again, wanna build a breakwater, wanna make sure that i wont be fooled again by my friends, wanna have another picnic and the next time i wanna just lay in the sun with my shades that are very reflective (ahem!). sentosa with the dudes allowed me to break away from the many thoughts on my head. though was very reluctant initially (sorry wx!), glad that it was a joy afterall. i thank God for the sun.
caught several movies this June. MonsterVsAlien in 3D, the taking of the pelham 123, Subaru. finally watched dirtyjobs too! and catching up with gossip girls.
spent lotsa money on food. hearts Changingappetites for cheese sauce, Cafecartel for the honey ribs, ManhattanFishmarket for seafood platter. Mos is still the best! KOIcafe is over-priced and for consumers who wish to end up in a dialysis centre!
online shopped again, F21! am now resisting this huge temptation on several wallet and bags! i just cant get enough of stuff. i suppose all girls encounter such syndrome.
Bought a lime green speaker during the PCshow. am quite annoyed that a 320gb harddrive only cost less than a 100. COS i bought a 250gb harddrive during the IT show in march for 109. i think the person who sold the product to me cheated my money since im like so blur in this kind of technology thing, ugh!
Went out with some of the nydancers last week and it was the first time i walked into so many higher priced range clothes boutique in a day since im more of a Onlineshopper person. well, i saw this uber nice armani watch. i think i will get it eventually if i decide to part with my cash(:
and the Australia trip was cancelled in the end, i think i left that unannouced. i would have been back by now anw. wx is still quite sore about it! HAHA!
i seriously need to get down to work(studying) i shall start tomorrow. please, i hope it going to be effective man! i don wanna end up sleeping again.
well, thats all i need to pen down about my June Hols. the rest shall just be stored in my more than 250gb of memory space (my brain) in case im confusing you and yes i don have a brain. and as you can see, i am very sore about the technology thing. am very sore. yes, am very sore, actually not really(:
a really long post, i like.
