Tuesday, November 27, 2007 @ 7:27 AM

im in china now. this is the 4 th day. the temp now is about 5 degree. cold. brrr. im gonna see snow mountains tmr. i cant wait, cos its the first time im seeing natural snow from the sky!!

china isn that bad, except for the toilet part, where there is still no doors. and the shopping here are kinda expensive.i wonder how are you guys dn in singapore. but i still i love the shopping parts cos i can bargain for price and my mama is quite good at it. i bought a small bamboo bag and a white bag so far. not much stuff here cos theres not much shopping, its more like small shop houses.

im staying in a villa now. super cool. u sit a tram to ur hse door step. 3 story with a personal computer. hahahas. i nvr knew china have computer since im in a province now, lixing. and whats more, u have a maid at hm la!!! so shuang.

ytd hotel was just as good, it was like in a palace. so grand.

hmm, the food here is still uber salty, and i haven seen any smelly tofu so far. grr-uhh.. we have like 10 dishes a meal, but 4 of it are vegetable. and i ate mushroom delicacies ytd. about 20 diff kinds of mushy. uber fantastic

i cant wait to go back to sg, cos the weather flactuates frm -10 degree in the morning, to 15 in the afternn, its like u experience the 4 season in just one day. and my mama is kina sick now. thier vcd is super cheap, take for eg, gong zhu xiao mei, one whole show only cos 8 bucks sg, and in sg if u buy one whole set is like 50++.

4 more days to home sweet home.

Friday, November 23, 2007 @ 5:55 AM

2 more hours before leaving to the airport. oh great//

anyways, read doreen blog and found out many people are leaving. oh, didn know. so firdaus wasn kidding when he smsed me he was in dubai, 7 star hotel. i thought he was joking and i replied im at the top of effiel tower now. goodness. so yeah. im kinda excited, worried, and sad at the same time.

today is the 2nd time i saw suhailah working in miss whatever/girl already. looks like i've been to ps for 2 consecutive days

watched enchanted just now. the show ended approx an hr half ago. heex. man, MIC people really cant keep their mouth to themselves. grr-urgh? like seriously, they were like smooching throughout the whole show, and its kinda distracting cause they were sitting just beside me. it's uber damm uncomfortable, like grr-urgh, 2 WHOLE HOURS?!. and the girl even touched his P****, biang, i saw it lah!!!! -_-, i was kinda pissed since i was kinda high during the show cause it was such a happy show, and i was humming the tune throughout the movie.

okay ciao people, time to bathe and leave for airport already. >.<

will miss everyone lots and lots!

Thursday, November 22, 2007 @ 7:57 AM

no matter what they say, you'll be in my heart. >.<

yunnan in 24 hours. bon voyage to those going overseas

Wednesday, November 21, 2007 @ 6:53 AM

i feel as though i cant hold on anymore. all the bad feeling accumulating up in me is heart pounding. maybe im still that sensitive to my surronding, still wary of everyone. still is unable to have confidence in myself. yet you will never know, because i will never wear off my mask.


flying off to yunnan on sat 1am! im still feeling sian.


prom's over, it wasn very fantastic or anything. except maybe all the photo-takings. i wanted the grand prize so badly cause i thought everyone would get something in the lucky draw, but ended up, i didn even win anything, hahahs. but you were nice to give me your 30 bucks worth of voucher, thanks, though, i wont really need it, then again i think i can get smth that i see sometime ago.

dance camp was tiring. i was having much fun torturing the juniors. yeah, im evil, i know. and the skit was like so me lah, just that they didn cry. hoohoohoo. but thanks everyone for your farewell gifts, esp, angie and felicia. oh, and i broke the mop into two, goodness gracious, i wonder if the cleaners found out yet. i guess i was pretty violent ytd. zhi en (i dont know how to spell his name) reminds me of clown. i dont know why but there's just so much similarity in them. it was like seeing his brother. i must say the 3 guys are so much better then benjamin. lols.

it doesn seem as if prom nor dance camp has over.

holidays are coming to an end soon.

i think i will really miss you the time i will be in china.

Sunday, November 18, 2007 @ 3:19 AM

omgomgomgomgomg

i just blogged hopped and i saw this prom dress that someone in our school bought and i saw it before and told my friend to get it!!!, however that dress didn suit her, heng. but urgh, somehow or rather my friend bought a dress similar to that design after scouting for something like that. ok i shall kill myself this instant!

@ 3:02 AM

sigh away sunday. woke up at 1pm. zomg, this is like omg, i slept for 12 hours.

was supposed to work today, but my dad.. thinking back hurts alot.

im done preparing for prom i guess, not much needed actually. i only tried on 3 dressed before i bought mine, and considering it was like the 2nd piece that i tried on. and my heels are like the first pair that caught my eye and i bought it. so i donno how people can actually shop so long for something when i basically just buy everything or anything i see at first sight.

i spent less than 100 on prom. acheivement!

58 - dress
15- bangle
26.90- heels
total- 99.90

my initial budget was 200, now it seems i have only spent half.

oh well, i need someone to do manicure with me. urgh, not much time actually, since tmr's prom. gotta either do it myself or go down to make my nails tomorrow. im feeling kinda lazy and i hope my camera battery last since it always die out when i need them so much juts lke during grad day. i haven done facial and considering the fact that i didn wash my face with soap during the chalet had made a few pimples popped out since i have got an oily face. screw this. i will prolly look so un-glam tmr, not that it actually really matters. and how i see everyone regretting their decision about going for prom makes me sad. shopping for something particular is uber tiring and irritating. it's like when you need something it just never appears. kinda sucky huh. but then it's nice to know im not facing this crap shit myself.

went orchard yesterday and i saw a thousand and one people there (i mean the sec 4s) and i saw all my dance juniors which is like ohmygosh, icantbelievethis.

PAE exercise starts tomorrow and there's just not many school i can choose. although all the schools cut off pts have risen but then it's impossible to get in. i donno why some people jus have to deceive themselves in believing that since it's a PAE exercise, the schools they want to go in particular will take them in when they are kinda far off from it like 5 points. kind of ridiculous. actually.

Friday, November 16, 2007 @ 3:06 AM

i've been blog hopping and i realised everyone is getting their prom dress either at topshop, f21 or daniel yam. and this is not good, what if someone so happen wore the same outfit as me. asshole told me to get an outift from british india cos he is so damm sure no one is ever gonna get the same. i tried to the stupid waxing just now, it doesn hurt at all. so 11 bucks approx for 30 strips is rather cheap.

i want more oolong tea

Thursday, November 15, 2007 @ 10:16 PM

came back from chalet. xD out for 4 days and 3 nights was terrific. x= no restrictions. hahaasss!. went tzuling hse on tues, it was a total blast consider we slept only at 3am. hostel was -_-, scary?!!! and casuarina prata was suckY!

first day of chalet was pretty relaxing. didn really do much, watched a couple of movies and saw iv is damm boring. lols. then followed by game plan. urgh, slept for only 2 hrs and got woken up. went to watch sunrise. and -_-, we went to the wrong side of the park so ended up watching old man fishing. grr.

the second day was uber fun. went wild wild wet. heex, the Ushape thingy was the most exciting one. the rest was no kick. had bbq that night and many many many ppl went home after that, so there was only abt 12 people in the chalet with TWO rooms. huiwen, zhenghui, rachel, huimin and i was going mad at 12am outside macs, considering we were kinda red. rolled down and was knocked out in a few min.

went back to sch today! wth?! we could have go back to sch next wk instd la!

Sunday, November 11, 2007 @ 7:11 PM

MY MA WENT MAD?!!!!!!!

she came out of the room, wearing smth similar as me, not exactly. and then suddenly decided she wants to go shopping spreeing today!!!! zzzz, i've not heard that since i was in sec 2?! -_-

ok, im gonna go shopping with her now. byeeee peepss!!!

@ 6:46 PM

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg.

too caught up with my life,

shld i buy a new prom dress?!!! my dad say it's too casual. wth?! and hearing that there's ppl who got it at the same plc as me, this sucks. i mean what if someone wear the same piece as me? wad if it is realli to casual. i dunno?! urgh, then again, it would be a waste of money to spend a bomb on prom. considering i bought mine for 58 bucks. and then again, my friends only spent below 50 for their dress. decisions. fine, im heading down to centrept with my ma now to check things out. i still need sweaters for china! grr.

my hard earn savings have miraculously blown away with this stupid prom thing! from 200 to a mere 70. man, i don wan to update my bank book alr. i need a job! and stupid china is just ridiculous, why did i even choose to go?!

i am regretting all the things i have done in my life, choosing this, going over that. sticking with this, yet leaving that out. maybe if i had seen things from another view point, then these wont have happen. if we had gave everything another shot, i'm sure i wont be here, thinking hard about my screwed up life.

and i really do miss ___________________

Saturday, November 03, 2007 @ 3:21 AM

4 days to eOo's.. hees.

papers so far as been alright. physics was okay i guess. just that i somehow managed to crap through my sect B. not v sure if i will get a A since everyone claims its easy, but i think its just okay la. and the moderation would prolly goes so high that an A1 may be i-don-wan-to-think-abt-it. maths pp one was pretty screwed up cos i was so tired and i think the highest i can get is 65/80 which is not good. but im pretty confident about pp 2. xD. eng was horrible. i donno? my essay was -_-, not up to my expectation. feel as if it's not v complete. geog was pretty terrible, hist was not bad, manageable. chem was urgh--- i donno---- so much for study the harder chapters like wad ester linkage and blah blah blah but it came out like the basics, which i tot cambridge would nvr come out such stuff..

good governance, housing or population have to come out for ss next mon, or, i am go to hang myself, considering i am only planning to touch on these 3 chapters and venice if i have got the time. considering its 630pm , sat, and im only at the 103 page of cid, and had only finished good governannce ytd nite. so boohooo. i must finish reading cid tonite, by hook or by crook!

it's nice to know O's is nearing. xD