Tuesday, March 31, 2009 @ 8:54 AM
take a break,
half day today(: a good break after a week of hectic school life last week.

went to town for MFM(manhattan). tried platter for 2, which is really not bad for its taste, except for the fact it is rather overpriced due to the small serving of it's seabass. i think a 20% off or some slash in the price would definitely be more worth eating than the current skyrocketed price after the GST and svc charge. but today's soup of the day (calamari soup) is good. well, the same goes for the grilled seafood platter. if only they have that on the menu for the lunch deal. hmmm, should have filled in the suggestion form man! at least there may be hope!

have been spending a sum of money on good food recently. not complaining cos im happy after eating them. better hope my allowance is enough for me to sustain. i think the honey rib at cafe cartel is not bad. pwn NYNY ok. maybe cos there's less fat. but the soup was quite disappointing.

so anyway, i bought a new spray today after much psychoing. LOL! super duper cheesy man.
what a tiring day indeed, trying walking about 1km under the stupid sun!!

and it will finally be april in 10 mins!
happy april fool's day kiddos!

Monday, March 30, 2009 @ 8:48 AM
Goodbye Napfa forever!
Hello all,

can you see the smile on my face! napfa is over. and i got my GOLD! muacks muacks muacks. ya la, i know it's not a big deal since plentiful of people got perfect scores! but still im happy. hahahahah! well, im just glad everything is over la. as all of you know, i hate PE or exercising under the hot sun to the max. i only like doing things indoor. im quite an indoor person, really. the sun is not always a good thing to me.

in any case, im certain if anyone runs 2.4km with the whole J2(NY) batch they will def pass with flying timing. i mean like everyone is so competitive and goodness it's only freaking 2.4 okay. and even with my timing, im like the last few souls i think. im so certain i came in among the last 40 over like 140 kiddos! is like i don understand how come so many people can run below 12 mins! crazy crazy crazy! ya la, i know my stamina is low. i just cant inhale the air properly when i run okay.

and im a happy kid now.

Sunday, March 29, 2009 @ 7:03 AM

i slept so much and yet im still so tired. wad the man! i need lotsa strength to pull through a new week.

i cant seems to download any of my notes from litespeed. its really quite frustrating. and i wonder why the file doesn open at all!

im feeling really full now. just had dinner not long ago.

im just blogging to keep my blog alive.

i don like writing too much personal stuff here. people gets quite k-po really. hahahahahahahahah.

last but not least.

im frustrated with many people now!

Saturday, March 21, 2009 @ 7:28 AM
rainbow OD!
saw 2 rainbows per day, two days in a row. (:
this year has been very hopeful.

youth today was good. worship was good.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009 @ 3:17 AM
love is...
im quite annoyed with my bro now.
how could he?
hasn it not been drilled into his big head.

love is appreciating, giving and being yourself.
love is when someone makes you feel as though you can finally stop putting on a facade.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009 @ 5:42 AM

woke up feeling rather nauseous
this isn the first time,
infact it has been like this for weeks.
no, im not pregnant, stop speculating.
it's just,
i think im falling sick.
or maybe, it's because
i have been sleeping for a long time.

for days,
it has been 10 hours of sleep per night,
out on my feet for hours,
back home,
sleep again for another 10.
the mood to do assignments just aint there.
but it's okay, there's still 5 more days to go.

nevertheless, today was enriching.
spca-ed with PAWS~
well, abit disappointing cos i expected more.
but scout was cute.
i think i have the fluffy scent on me.
i really believe i carry a certain dog scent.
haha.
i love fluffy,
no matter how poor i may be,
i promise not to abandon fluff fluff.
till her death bed.
i will watch her go.

so sad to know that dogs are being put to sleep everyday.
so sad to know that this very minute,
a dog might be put to sleep!!!!
stop animal abuseeeeeeee
and NEVER EVER buy dogs on impulse.
it hurts looking at those deformed, handicapped, abandoned dogs.
really, people just wont understand.
where's the humanity?

Sunday, March 15, 2009 @ 2:56 AM

we all started out being friends.

Saturday, March 14, 2009 @ 7:42 AM
fervour
today is a good day.
1) i get to sleep in (: (didn have to be in sch on a sat, like finally!!!)
2) had youth (: i came out feeling really refreshed!
3) the air was cleared

God does pave the way.

and im glad i have friends that will stand by me.

Thursday, March 12, 2009 @ 8:25 AM
forever & always
disappointments, sadness, stress, emptiness, these are something that we go through everyday no? who says dealing with such stuff are easy, but we'll eventaully pull through. for what is too difficult for i am more than a conqueror! im really trying to convince myself with that.

but today my friend said something really meaningful, "it is when the tough gets going"
what is life if everyday was a joy? will there then be something for us to fight for? will there then be something for us to learn to treasure and cherish?

"i don remember those that hurt you"
these are words that comforts, even when situations are awkward. these words are for moments when you think that no one cares.

it is when i look back and realised that i have took a million things in my life for granted. then again, there are those that will write you a million and do just the same to others. and there are those, that will write one and only that one. so, now comes choices.

it is so much easier if the things you are fighting for will stay by your side forever and always!

Monday, March 09, 2009 @ 4:12 AM
i love the one you hurt the most.
these few days have been nothing more awesome. thank you, but sense my sarcasm.
i think i should quit school, kill myself. of cos im joking. but yes, my BTs results are back and it sucks like shit. of cos, i did expect those shit results before i even sat for them. so, i have sorta decide to move on lah!

nevertheless, there are other variables in my life that are annoying the hell outta me! and, i wish you would stop being so everything is okay when it is not, bcos you jolly well know, things are freaking complicated.

anw, A's results were out last friday. and im REALLY satisfied with my chinese results maybe cept for the oral part!!!!! but what more can i hope for really when i didn even put any bit of effort into this. i know i studied like 10x harder for O's chinese. now just got to focus on the rest of the subjects instead of spending precious time blogging right. computer is such a time stealer.

well, my comp broke down! FYI!!!!!! hahahahahaha. so im using my dad's comp. and if my dad's comp spoil i will use the main comp. and if the main comp spoil, i will beg for my bro's comp. but if my bro's comp decides to die, i wont have any comp!!!! okay, whatever, im supposed to come online to find ACER svc hotline, but im blogging. gosh.

then agn, dance rehearsal at UCC this wed. i don wanna tie my hair in a bun nor wear the ugly costume. sian! -_- i feel quite irritated about this, really.

im really quite upset with the fact that i have tons of grammatical errors in all my essays! i should really do smth about it before it's too late.

i really shld settle things soon. blah!

Wednesday, March 04, 2009 @ 6:13 AM

i went for my dental checkup today and im really happy cos i don have to take off my braces yet due to the growing of my wisdom teeth! LOL!

oh ya! i had PE this morn and i ran 6 rounds w/o stopping. amazing or what?! this is my first attempt to run 6 rounds this year. and normally i would walk when im at my 4th rd. so i feel quite(actually really) accomplished. and when i see those guys walking right, i feel that they are damm loser. i wont want a bf who cant run cos they look really weak among those that can run!

and i failed my math. whatever right. i feel like a downright chicken nana loser! well, i'll take it as many sheet of papers to motivate my learning! hahaha.

im so not in the mood to talk about anything now. i shld really try harder the next time, no?!

anw, i went to Objectif yesterday. so xl got her splitzer and fisheye lens! quite a cool place i think. (: i wanna get my lomo100negative film! any buyer wanna share? i wanna get afga x-pro film also, but really expensive mans!

oh well, i just thought of something really funny, quite irritating also. how come when the school mentions that they will be bringing the students to places like NewYork and everyone cheers and go woahhh? but if the school is to say that they will be bringing us to places like China or vietnam everyone goes euww?! why huh?! i really don mind going China again cos i quite like Shanghai. i think people should visit China and i have been to China twice and to the many parts in China. though, you have to face the stinky toliet and uncouth people, i think everyone should still go to China for experience sake!

i thank God that i found my water bottle today. there was so much peace ytd even after finding out that i had misplaced it. i wonder why.

Sunday, March 01, 2009 @ 6:48 AM
all the uncertainties.
recently, i have actually been thinking alot about the future. actually it seems that my existance is floating by maybe because life has been rushing through time. i had many few sleepless nights which forced me to be more serious about the issues im currently facing, like how i shouldn keep escaping from reality. it's like everyone around me is getting really anxious for the coming major exam, but im still here convincing myself that im okay and will be.

i told my dad the other day im really wanna go abroad to further my studies. i know it's going to cost my family a lot of money and i still have a brother. but then, staying in singapore hasn really been an option for me. well, i guess im quite convinced in staying here now, unless circumstances occurs in future. till then, we'll see.

okay, nuff of such mind issues!

@ 6:28 AM
nodame
the weather is gross!
hot and cold and hot and cold and hot and cold and hot and cold. the world is really changing.

today has been pretty up and down for me.
you see, im taking off my braces really soon and im feeling quite emotional about it. i have it on for 3 years already so i don quite wanna take it off. i still think my teeth aint straight enough. sigh, i really don wanna take off my braces. im quite sad about it, really. and as im feeling sad, the-most-unlucky-thing just have to come today, so it makes me really annoyed. and cos the whole family is out today, i had to bath fluffy alone. and i couldn go out at all cos it's raining really heavily.

the only thing that lit up my life was i had chilli crab for dinner.
im sorry i was late.