Sunday, August 10, 2008 @ 7:35 AM
seek, all so perfect
i.seek, perfection
life has been real tough this week.
monday till wednesday nights were spent at the dudes house chionging pw!
i feel accomplished, like finally contributed A LOT! hahahaah!
God was awesome! he spoke to me through friends i wasn close to. it was so awesome. He sees my doubt and reassure me again and again! my Lord is full of Greatness. he even fulfilled my lil request such as on wednesday i was praying really hard that project will end by 930 so my dad could fetch me home on his way back cos my legs were really really tired and was wobbly after dance training! and you know what, project really ended at 930! He is worthy of all praise!
dance on wednesday was good!
i miss doing jumps and turns!
and my-upside-down split is BAD!
i miss those times where the split was bravo, which meant that it was a 180 degree straight line.
now, it's somewhat crooked abit to the side. i think it has got something to do with my arm!
turns makes me feel like im able to see the world in a different light. =) the clear and the blur.
i was talking to taco on wednesday and it sorta make me understand the way my mind works.
i cannot accept imperfections and that explains why im always trying to change the things that i find unacceptable in life. i don dump things aside but i try to change whats imperfect to me. and when i cry over something that seems wrong to me, it wasnt bcos i value something but bcos i cannot accept the fact i cannot change things to the way i want it to be. that explains everything and all the drag of time and so on. and maybe we can all say, i cannot accept flaws just as much as i want to, imperfections irks me. now that explains why i cannot do math in pen bcos i always wanna erase mistakes. why it will sometimes take me to sketch a few drafts and then finally able to decide on a topic to write about and even the minor issues like the type of font my handwriting should be on my essay. i know it sounds weird to many, then again it's just me.
friday was national day celebration.
went lunch with gan and cole then WE (cole and i) WENT SHOPPING! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, i bought this cow print shirt! darn cute. and many many other things! i hearts shopping!
i really wanna buy my shade!
buffet yesterday and today! im very sure i can live w/o food for the next two days!
yesterday was dinner at rafflestownclub,
today was at furama hotel i think. next to king's hotel at havelock!
you played, but i wasn there to see,
you played, but i wasn there to hear,
you played, but i wasn there to show
just how much i can care.
maybe one day i will tell you,
all the lil things you need to know.
mayflower days... and i still miss days like those. =)