And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me
wondering, it kinda crept up and took me
by surprise, is I never saw it coming
The thing about love.
Thursday, April 30, 2009 @ 9:00 AM
600!
WHEE! it 00.01! im so happy now cos i didn burst my phone bill, like finally for once! and it's finally may (:

today was a long day with a 3.5 hours of break. practically rotted the break away. and econs test was ughhhh!

the school's library is a nice place afterall!

im so sad i cant go shopping tomorrow cos i have some family lunch! WHY must this always always happen to me.

April 30th didn end too well anw, so much quarrels today... ): why do i have to go through this everyday, almost everyday. how irritating.. i hate it when people decides to be anal out of a sudden cos someone in their surronding irritated them. and sadly i have to face all of such nonsense everyday of my life. sometimes i feel like punching their faces. i hate those faces a lot, it makes me feel as though i can just strangle them and as usual im trying my very best to give in and be nice though im not very nice at times bcos i snap too. URGHH!!! the mind is a crazy thing.


Tuesday, April 28, 2009 @ 7:11 AM
The Quarrelsome Lovers
The everyday quarrels of establised couples have less to do with uncertainty and more to do with the confidence that comes with the intimacy; that is, each partner comes to know just what to say to annoy each other. Yet such quarrels certainly do sometimes, get out of hand. Most often it's a stubborn refusal to apologize that endangers the relationship.

It doesn just happens to lovers. Siblings, bestfriends are also part of our target each day. Sometimes we push them off their limits, therefore isnt it wiser to speak with love instead of provokation! this is something we should all think about. For every word leave a scar.


Monday, April 27, 2009 @ 2:51 AM
what defines me?
My life is a play, a tragic comedy.
That was something I penned down during Othello lecture today. I have become rather pessimistic recently, not that I wished for it to happen and want to think of such negative stuff. But Life hasn been easy. Sometimes motivating msges doesn evevn seems to work on me anymore. But I thank God for people who still tries to comfort and somehow spread their joy and laughter to me. It helps me a lot in coping my burdens.

I know i should count my many blessings. and i know i should after thinking through matters pertaining my life. I am the author of my life, I am going to stop all negative thoughts from polluting this dumb brain of mine!

On a lighter note, i am gonna end school early tomorrow and im gonna go eat good food and im going to have volleyball for PE tmr (pwn Basketball) i love shooting the ball into the air and seeing it fall it's entertainment for the four of us! the dudes says that i judge whats good and bad (FOOD) by economic value! hahahaha! quite true mah, if you pay peanut you'll get monkeys!

Don't ask God to make your life easier, ask Him to make you a stronger person!
this time, im gonna brace through it all.


Sunday, April 26, 2009 @ 9:17 AM
putting on this facade
amongst those that remembers there will be those that forgets


@ 6:32 AM

this weekend passed really fast.

i foresee myself doing a GP essay in 12 hours time. oh sigh, dont you know, i hate to do essays. it kills me almost sooo softly. ughh.

im off to watch star awards now. Ja!


Friday, April 17, 2009 @ 5:51 AM
Our Oh-so Garden city!


Well well, what was once torturous, is now just a figment of my memory!


SYF is finally over. Im just glad that everything went smoothly and we managed to clinch a Silver. Of cos, the result came out as a shock to me, i wasn expecting anything more than a Bronze. That was how hopeful i was. It could be due to the fact that im a rather realistic person or perhaps my expectation on whats deserving what is too high. This explains why i felt really neutral when the results were released yesterday. There wasn any tears of sadness neither was there any smile of happiness because honestly, i thought the result was far better than expected. Certainly, miracles do happen!


I wont say that we have worked extremely hard but I know that we have done our best. Although, the make-up and costume did somewhat made us lose our confidence, nevertheless, we were able to shine during the competition.

Last few days were very demanding for me due to the excessive water flowing out of my tap! hahaha, which is none other than my nose. But I thank God that the tap somehow was closed during the 6min30sec of the dance!
so anyway, pictures will do the talking now
























Tuesday, April 14, 2009 @ 9:27 AM
two days time
SYF in 2 days! Jiayous everyone. im sure we can do it (: but that's only when everyone gives their best!

Geog fieldwork today! superb fun. ranging poles and infiltration rate! LOL totally.


Thursday, April 09, 2009 @ 5:12 AM
stop.
i wanna stop being the exceptions! and i wanna be the rule! rah! i hate myself a lot. there's a lot of why running through my head now; and i want to stop thinking about it. actually, i have more or less accepted it but still what exactly went wrong for me? this is an answer u will never get to find out. some things just happen. but i know for a reason.