Wednesday, June 20, 2007 @ 3:24 AM

OH MY TIAN!! this is bad!! this cant be happening.. laughs* i think im going all hay wired again.. studied 4 chapters of chem today.. bravo. im going to do add math tonite. LOLS. i dunno why im still slacking here. cant seem to pull myself off the comp and study. i miss shopping. and i miss moving on, i miss my past and the present and i miss YOU. :O i wish time can just stop now and so i can take a moment to breath. i feel out of this ever so fast changing world.

went to school this morn at 8 to find mr. ong and he was having lesson so i had to wait till 9.30 before i could see him. and so i just waited at the canteen and i was hoping i would see who i want to see. but i knew who i want to see wasn coming to school. and i was quite bored until nicole came and i told her like 101 stuff i have in my brain!! LOLS. i know i can be quite mad over something but thats me.. being crazy over something, keeps me going actually. and so i was just rattling and rattling. i like the staff room, anw, their comp is quite lag, and the screen is like miniature. im like staring at a 19' inch screen everyday and the school's one is like 15' or 17' inch. i had to like press my face against the screen la. I HATE SMALL screens! laughs.

i admire your courage, because i know i would never ever do that. i prefer this bittersweet feeling. so just let it last a little longer. xD