Sunday, June 24, 2007 @ 8:49 AM

rahh! my lil bro isn going to sch with me tomorrow. that's bad. i realised he is always sick on the first day of a new term. and i rmb, last yr, me and my lil bro didn go to sch on the first week of term 3 cos both of us were down with fever. hahas, and i lose my trust in someone at that period too. but he wasn to blame.. sometimes, it's just like that being a christian! hahas. so im gng to march to school alone tmr. ^^ damm. well, at least school's starting. im kind of excited about it. dun ask me why. i feel happy going to school. so weird huh?! first period is hist, but mdm shanti hmwk is still left untouch. whatever man! i will chiong in class!

went to changi ariport just now.. 2 hr 20 min journey back and fro!!and 1 hr 20 min of waiting in the airport (zzz..), so we took alot alot alot of pictures! to kill boredom!! eh!! and i realised airport brings me alot of memories, cos everytime i go to the airport, be it whether im departing or arriving, or just sending someone off or receiving someone, the place just bring me alot of memories. like going china in sec 1, and then i was on the phone and my friend was crying and crying and i didn noe how to comfort her and im leaving, that sucks, then in sec 2 i went to japan, then i rmb wanxing and chanel who came to send me off. then in sec 3, sent yuri and sadayuki off and we were like crying and crying and crying. and at the end of the yr, went japan again and i had such a fine time hiding from him and his parents and avoiding each other. and now, im sending someone off again! and i was sad.. x((

and i saw this really really nice pendent from mini-bits.. anw, thanks babe for accompaning me! we went to send sanso off, lucky he, at least he gets to settle down in melbourne.. and im still stuck in singapore, for god knows how many more years!! Laughs** i gave him a long long wishlist of what i want from there! i will only receive it 3 mths later thou. and he is going to send it to my doorstep cos i wont be seeing him. i will be doing my o'levels by then. so yeah. cool, after o lvl i can finally go overseas again! and thanks for the 10 bucks. i treated myself to oreo coffee BBT, and not starbucks nor coffee bean cos i was too tired of sitting down! and im really not on a diet or smth, but just didn really have any appetite to eat these few days ever since thursday and it got worse on friday evening after some incident that still seem like a dream to me now.

i didn eat today until 6.40pm. finally got 1 pack of lrg fries from BK! and i wanted to PUKE! it was horribly disgusting. not nice! and then 10 plus i bought BBT! and came home. so im like haggard now. real exhausted and annoyed cos i haven complete my hmwk and i reckon tmorrow's first period is going to be another scolding and nagging session. nvr really felt not eating anything, not even when his footprints was all i have left. anw, sanso, your last word before you went in cheered me up alil. but, it's no longer impt you know. eh, and rmb what i told ya, have faith. cos what is meant to be will be, don think too much there. xD im feeling exactly like you now! and HOLD YOUR FAITH!! like me! be happy dude!!


anw, after we sent sanso off, we went to the viewing hall. i like seeing airplanes taking off. and i like being in a plane except i get motion sickness and i have to pop pills in. i know it sounds dumb, but i like to reach my hand out of the window only at night thou and try to reach for the sky, but then its so so so far. but in the plane, at least i know im somewhere in the clouds and i will reach the sky if i can reach my hand out. and i like planes because airplane only reminds me of leaving. and arriving. and many a times, airplanes remind me that i can leave my past and move on. and so, i love seeing airplane taking off. and since there is no shooting stars in singapore, i always make a wish upon a airplane flying past. but thats only when its at night! and thats rare since i hardly go out. hahas. i think this is dumb! and if you want to make alot of wish upon a plane, you should go to east coast, at this particular side of the beach, there are airplanes passing by every few minutes. then you can make lots and lots of wish! i did that once. and i just made another wish while walking home today, cos i saw an airplane shimmering in the sky. may my wish come true, i know it will, i believe so...


this is such a long post. hees, im excited about tmr. may my morning turn out to be bright and sunny! sayo!!! XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD


crystal is loved today by you. <3333>