And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me
wondering, it kinda crept up and took me
by surprise, is I never saw it coming
The thing about love.
Monday, June 11, 2007 @ 12:48 AM

whoots! i went tjc for the dance audition today morn and i've got to admit, the dancers who went for the auditions are like SUPERB! the moment i stepped into the studio, i was already intimidated by their dao expression and tall and slanky physique. considering im not exactly the slimmest person you see.

i was rather impressed with the dancers, and some of their techniques were of professional standard! poise and everything, and they are only 16 year old. it was brilliant, and most of them are from convent schools like tkgs and sac, blahblah, so there you go(tall, slanky and a pretty face). i was from a convent sch too! just that i graduated and came to a mixed sch!

BLABS! there was this girl who could do triple turns on pointe shoes! OUCH! isn'it?! i have done ballet for like 11 years and i could only do ONE pathetic turn on pointe. she sure trains hard, but then there were some who obviously joined the wrong category! theres this girl who danced cyndi aini! i was like HUH??!! and theres this girl who danced chinese dance.. so dots.. and theres this girl who did a mixture of hip hop, contemp and a slow dance. she's good la, impressive!! the dancers who went are much much better than the ones you see on the dance floor, really.

so we learnt this phrase in 15 min. (thers no aircon! and so mfss dancers stop complaning!! you guys are so fortunate!) 2 min to practice our own after like 2 counts of 8 to link the steps together. the phrase is about 6 counts of 8 so yeah! the instructor, go through once, teach twice, go through, and we have to handle it our own. so it was really tough. then we had to do our self cheorographed dance individually! it was exactly scary or anything, cos it beats doing infront of an australian ballet examiner. and anw thank GOD!, i didn forgot any steps and it went smoothly, just one part, where my legs went so wobbly and i could not kick at a 180 degree so it was like 140 degree only. but i felt so relieved after that. and like wanxing said, don do your best, be the best! and i really have to thank her for those words of encouragements. dumbo! its your words that really brought me to the 2nd round which is also the final round. there were moments where i just felt like giving up during the contemp phrase, the fact that i haven't practice for such a long time. ever since syf was over and i only had ballet trainings every sunday. so yeah there after was the eliminations and stuff, and the 2nd round was crap. cos i cant do hiphop. i flunked that session! i swear, hip hop is so not me!!!! i was like swearing at the top inside me. but i had no choice, i had such a big difficulty to even remember the steps, much less to say dance it out. WORST! there was this you noe free style thingy, where you do your own style for 2 counts of 8. FAINTS!!! so then that was the end of it, and they say they will call us up if they select us, 3 of the 7 remains. hopefully, im one of the 3 who gets in! but i think i will never get called up. cos i cant do hiphop! and im sad.. =(( boohoo.

after going for the audition, im so sure that i want to get in to tjc for my tietiary education. it looks old inside though. butttttt!! you get to wear your polo tees, cca tees, cls tees everyday except wednesday. where you have to wear the full uniform cos its their assembly day!! and their dance studio, although no air-conditioners, but the standard is so high that you feel that the steps is so challenging that keeps you moving on and on and on. it's at least 3 times harder than what i have been learning in mfss, cos it was really pure technique work today! a good workout, no wonder the dancers there are so slim. i had never perspire so much in my dance class!

just a random comment, theres this really cute guy that brough me and nicole to the studio today cos we couldn find our way there! =)) he is like real handsome lurh! but then, teenage guys are still jerks! lala~ oh wells.

my computer screen jus went off but it came back alive.. heng!!!, or my whole entry would be gone!!!

OHOHOH! AND I WENT MOSSY TODAY.. and there was this lesbian couple. i don have anything against them, and i respect lesbians ok!! but there was this OLD!! guy who go up to them and ask for their bus pass and jot down their names and their address and said that he would call the school cos it is not right and stuff like that!! i was rather irritated with that old man! hello!! its not your problem right. people have the freedom to do what they want... and it was so embarassing for the 2 girls loorr. i know its wrong to publicize lesbianism la. but they weren even hugging or anything la. the girlgirl was like lying on the guygirl on her shoulder. so its like what friends normally do!! so am i going to get sue if i go out with my tomboy girlfriends???!! -_-!!

and theres this clique of girls who were dressing up their dolls!!! hmm, a bigger version of barbie! i was like is singapore becoming more weird. they take photo of their dolls and you noe, dress them and they are kinda emo.. cos theres this girl who wore a red contact lense on one side of her eye! quite cool, but dressing doll up is real scary.

singapore is really becoming a weird city. BLAB!