Wednesday, November 21, 2007 @ 6:53 AM

i feel as though i cant hold on anymore. all the bad feeling accumulating up in me is heart pounding. maybe im still that sensitive to my surronding, still wary of everyone. still is unable to have confidence in myself. yet you will never know, because i will never wear off my mask.


flying off to yunnan on sat 1am! im still feeling sian.


prom's over, it wasn very fantastic or anything. except maybe all the photo-takings. i wanted the grand prize so badly cause i thought everyone would get something in the lucky draw, but ended up, i didn even win anything, hahahs. but you were nice to give me your 30 bucks worth of voucher, thanks, though, i wont really need it, then again i think i can get smth that i see sometime ago.

dance camp was tiring. i was having much fun torturing the juniors. yeah, im evil, i know. and the skit was like so me lah, just that they didn cry. hoohoohoo. but thanks everyone for your farewell gifts, esp, angie and felicia. oh, and i broke the mop into two, goodness gracious, i wonder if the cleaners found out yet. i guess i was pretty violent ytd. zhi en (i dont know how to spell his name) reminds me of clown. i dont know why but there's just so much similarity in them. it was like seeing his brother. i must say the 3 guys are so much better then benjamin. lols.

it doesn seem as if prom nor dance camp has over.

holidays are coming to an end soon.

i think i will really miss you the time i will be in china.