Monday, June 02, 2008 @ 1:01 AM

woke up at 1pm again. it isn unusual or anything. it's the holidays. rather laidback attitude, i feel as though im not that cut off to be what a mugger JC student should be doing. going out again later, my life, indeed is in a total mess. i need the drive to get back on track. seems rather difficult, it took me a long 8 mths to get back to study for O's. what about now? i don have 8 months to get back on track to study for Promos. shit face.

i know, im still the same. carry off the same smile. perhaps growing at the minimum level of maturity. it wasn easy to swallow those words. i really haven tot much about my future. shamefully speaking, i only have a 2 digit sum in my bank, unlike you with passive (suppose this is how you spell it) income and investment. you must be laughing, but i don grow as fast as you do. perhaps, i haven met someone like you. you plan for the future but im still coping with my present. it's terrible, really. it's shocking but im happy to know that you have grown that much, you have become better person in your own ways.

"some things should be left unsaid for the better"

im tired of waiting for the day. let me go, bcos i know im not important anymore.