Wednesday, July 09, 2008 @ 6:44 AM
weight of the world
YAY!!! im so happy for myself. my chinese compo got 48/60. thats like the highest of all my 16 years of chinese education, HOWEVER! i got 8 marks deducted for wrong words. UGHH!! but pat pat chiats! but then, my paper 2 was badddddddd. so ugh. rach got 80, and i got 50! blah, see the difference?!

had dance today, finally... erm, did abit of syf. i swear in my next life im going to be a bird!!!. in mayflower, we did SOAR and SOARING!!!!! NOW!! we are doing ON BIRDS AGAIN! and this time we are the bird nest!!! i see my life as a bird coming!! oh so soon! just that this dance is happy like OMG?! we run like a bird?! flapped flapped!! so not me, i don like happy dance, and i don like chinese dance. i am so not motivated to dance. i am speechless.

cole called me bimitch! ahahahah! wtf?! so we have sitch, pitch!?! cole is silly and dumb. but she make me smile a lot.

and just so you know, i got U for econs. OMG!!! WELL DONE?! i might as well not do the paper man! draw the diagram like nvr draw at all cos i didn explain the diagram. crap!
and apparently other classes got people getting Bs. so im just lousy! we are all just lousy!! I AM SO LOUSY! and my econ class only have 1 person who pass OK?! and so i thought it was purrrrfeectly okay to get a U, until hannah told me, that her cls majority subpassed and got Bs and Cs! i feel so darn demoralized.
and i think that the teacher said no one wants to study econs right, then half the class walked out. cos they had oral??! im not sure man! either the cls rebelled or something happened.

parents meeting on the 25thJULY! OH MY TIAN!?!

my legs told me to run, i dunno why either. i knew i wasn going to just let it go.

i cant eat anymore! since the binge ytd. my stomach feels weirder than ever. i tried shitting, but doesn help much. it still feels so bloated. it still feels warm. it still feels abit upset. NO SEOUL GARDEN! it hurts so much, i slept during PW! one whole period, i laid on the floor, put the cushion under my head and just sleep. i wanna shit again!!

mossy today w sh,zh and teng. it's been long since i last stepped into there. had terriyaki chicken, it seems like there is more fats on the chicken today. but still yumms! slurpslurp! i think imma food-addict.

each bite from the cookies makes me think of every lil thing that we did. sorry and thanks.