Monday, February 09, 2009 @ 2:34 AM

was just thinking back about the last few days of my life. it struck me hard that the people in my life simply come and go, and what was most important then, may not be so important now afterall. just like what is actually so important now, may be so unimportant later in life. i was left thinking like this after i saw my pri.sch friend on friday night while i was having dinner after dance. and it occured to me then it was so difficult to actually even walk up and say hi. there was this feeling of total uncertainty. the fact that she wasn just a friend then when i was so close to her stirred me to think even more. i could still recall talking to her almost everyday on the phone when we were only in pri.4. we used to be that close. i remember how we used to cry over friendships, but now she's almost so non-existant in my life. looking back it has only been 7 years. it just stunned me thinking whether the friends i have now, will they become a total stranger 7 years later?

and then i carried on looking back at the times when i was just about 14/15 yrs old, around there. and at that point of time, there was dude who really meant a lot then. but now, i do not even converse with the dude anymore. even so, i have forgotten that kinda of love that existed btwn us.

and because of such incidences, i guess we have all grew to a point that its so easy to tell ourself how we are able to let go of the people around us, even when they mean so much now. i guess we are certain that in time to come, such issue will become totally in-existant. tragedy isn't.