Sunday, March 01, 2009 @ 6:48 AM
all the uncertainties.
recently, i have actually been thinking alot about the future. actually it seems that my existance is floating by maybe because life has been rushing through time. i had many few sleepless nights which forced me to be more serious about the issues im currently facing, like how i shouldn keep escaping from reality. it's like everyone around me is getting really anxious for the coming major exam, but im still here convincing myself that im okay and will be.

i told my dad the other day im really wanna go abroad to further my studies. i know it's going to cost my family a lot of money and i still have a brother. but then, staying in singapore hasn really been an option for me. well, i guess im quite convinced in staying here now, unless circumstances occurs in future. till then, we'll see.

okay, nuff of such mind issues!